A poem.....

[somechick873]

Creation

Crystalline shapes sparkle

Throughout the glistening sea

As waves lap against the shore underneath

A strikingly bright blue sky

The suns glare cascades towards the surface

In rippling streams of light

As if it were boasting

While shimmering strands of gold and bronze

Are ruffled by the wind

A simple sweet devotion

Runs crimson through

Comments

[urpersonalninja]

April.. tis joe, i added you as a buddy. ^_~

[anonymous]

since you have to leave comments to bitch me out i got one for you to 1. you cant put an age limit on love 2. he didnt break up with me i broke up with him 3. just because some one if fucking depressed doesnt mean that it has all to do with him so i suggest you mind your own fucking business and be a little more mature about the whole freshman thing

ok douche

[somechick873]

The whole age limit thing, you kinda can, you're what 14 maybe 15? you're not emotionally mature enoughto have feelings like that. and I know you broke up with him, but the way you act is so fucking stupid, he told me about you sitting on his lap and saying isant temptation a bitch.. that's really fucking pathetic, it shows that you obviously can't handle him rejecting you when you wanted him back. And sweetie you don't know what depressed is, you may have some stupid high school drama shit, or maybe things at home are a little stiff, but that's no reason to say you're depressed, maybe down but not depressed, until I hear about you slicing yourself open and see the wounds,or being serious about suicide, that's not depression, that's saddness. and as for the freshmen thing, I've been in high school for 4 years now, and each year the freshmen class becomes more sluty, more immature, and more arrogant, I'm so sick of you little fuck heads acting like you own the world, you're a freshmen, that means absolutely nothing! you're at the

[anonymous]

okay this is so fuckin stupid for someone to cus ppl out on a fuckin livejournal comment okay you are so fuckin inconsiderate you have noe idea what fuckin depressed is obviously you dont know what goes on in my life so why dont you mind your own fuckin businuss if you want to talk shit say it to my damn face and not thru computer bullshit

[somechick873]

I don't know what depressed is? Sure ok... and I wouldn't consider this talking shit, If I were talking shit I would be saying things to other people and not directly to you. Enlighten me Felix, what goes on in your life, I'm sure you'd be surprized to find out, you're not the only one with problems, and there are people out there who have it far worse than you. Forgive me if that sounds bitchy, it's not meant to be. I don't mean this to sound as if I'm a coward, lets just say I'm sympathizing. I'm really not a cold harded bitch, and from what I've heard you've left craig alone, therefore I have no reason to be defensive, you've done nothing to me directly, what say we keep it that way? My senior year is far too fucked up already for me to take on this sort of conflict, so for the time being, consider me an ali. I am curious though what makes you so depressed?

FEliXX

[anonymous]

im sry if i came off a little bitchy but im not gunna go into my life story but ive lost two friends in the past year (they pasted a way) an aunt an uncle and my baby brother was put up for adoption my mother is abused by her boyfriend and she is addicted to morphine and vikadon (i dontknow how to spell that) and everyweek my dad tells me how he wnats nothing to do with me and he only wants me for the money soo.... i am not as depressed as i have been tho i just have trouble letting go and dealing with things sry

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[somechick873]

I know what it's like to lose someone,My father and some other family members, along with friends have passed on throughout the past 2 years. Ask anyone of my friends and they'll tell ya, I'm living proof, that even when life throws you the worst, you can still make it. I know what depression is, I've had a nervous break down, seen shrinks, been on medication, attempted suicide, and I've inflicted wounds on myself. But in the end, I know that if you're strong enough to commit suicide or attempt it, you're also strong enough to survive. I went from rock bottom to where I am now, Part of the graduating class of 2005 and an enlisted Marine Recruit. In a few more years, you'll be able to get the fuck away from the hell you know. Life hasn't even begun. keep your head up, and even though you may be suffering laugh at the world, only a coward won't smile.

[anonymous]

thx for the advice maybe we can talk sometime
FEliXXX

[somechick873]

If you ever need to talk I'm almost always available, and I'd be more than willing to do almost anything I can to help you. If you ever just want to get away from things, or you just need someone to talk to, call me. 697-0896 I know what it's like to be lonely, or to wish you could just leave. Take care
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