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[somedayforever]

i am one-hundred percent, completely bored with life. and it is one-hundred percent completely my fault. i find no reason to leave the house, let alone change out of my bubblegum pink thermal long-johns. since i am completely unemployed, this should be my time to be one-hundred percent completely creative, or at least slightly cerebral, but i am

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[anonymous]

sometimes sexual release yields creativity; the greeks poets called masturbation; "sleeping with the muse"

[somedayforever]

well, i should be seeing my boyfriend in two-three weeks, so i guess that will have to do.

who is this?

[alana_post]

i've had some similar problems in the past, when for one reason or another i was afforded an excess of leisure time and completely wasted all of it. the snowballing anxiety that accompanied each new day without anything done was absolutely soul-killing. try not to be neurotic like me ):

hope you're well! i got here via your bulletin.

[somedayforever]

this isn't my first time in this spot -- i'm just hoping i make it out of it sooner or later. trying to push yourself when you have no definite goal in sight is difficult, so i guess i should make some goals. baby steps, and all that jazz.

thanks for peeking in! i've been meaning to chat with you and see how life has been. i'm going to read YOUR blog now and find out :)

[alana_post]

i agree, the baby-steps/definite goals really can help. i'm at alanapost.net/content now; i am really not interesting lately and posted a lot of archived junk. i'm hoping it will get me going again just to post something/anything.