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i am so completely lost right now i dont even know where to start.

my feelings are fucked up.

i dont know where to go.

for the next few days, I need to get away from all the bullshit and drama i constantly create, and encourage

im sorry

i hate being sick, and i know going to work isnt going to help the situation ( Read more... )

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I just realised how bad it hurts to love people so much and not be able to hold them anymore

why does it come crashing down, proving how real it is to be lonely??

i love you

the sky was cracked, torn, departed

on wings she flew, broken hearted

the other day someone brought to my attention if i want a boyfriend i should be less picky and maybe give some guys a chance. why would i ever do that?? and it seems that even if i am picky, mainly meaning if im shallow, i end up with douches, and if im not picky i get assholes that dont treat me right ( Read more... )

Sel, you are my life. You made cali cali. It wouldnt, and it wont, ever be the same without you. You are my best, and I love you more than anyone ive ever had the pleasure to meet. You are there when I cry and I cant stand anything, and your there when all i can do is smile like a goon and have no other way of expressing my happyness but by dancing ( Read more... )

wooooO!!!!!!! i made it through the weekend with clean clothes an no stories about anything truly exciting. Im really proud of myself. ive become mundane!!! hahaha i love not going to class. or going late. or not doing homework. paybacks a bitch though, my grades suck. I dont want to go to work tomorrow ( Read more... )

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