girl!sam/dean | and in your soul they poked out a million holes

[devilyouwere]

AND IN YOUR SOUL THEY POKED OUT A MILLION HOLES
girl!sam/dean. pg-13. for lucklessforhim at the spn_hetexchange. warnings for incest, mild violence and something like a sex scene. 7,800.
This is not their story.
(c) title from how it ends by devotchka

a/n: for lucklessforhim, based off these prompts: Three years to the day since the last time he'd seen her, and the only thing that changed

Comments

[restlessme]

That was absolutely beautiful!
Girl!Sam was so wonderfully characterized along with Dean, thanks so much for writing this.

[devilyouwere]

Thank you so much for reading! I'm glad my characterizations worked for you :)

[mrs_gregsanders]

That felt all graphic and raw and a bunch of other snooty art words I would say if they didn't make me sound like a pretentious bitch. It's nuts how well this all came together in the end. I'm so so glad you decided to end the way you did, the whole tone of the story felt more gritty and real and like you weren't trying to force feed a happy ending.

Once upon a time, he used to slay dragons, just like in those picture books, the ones with the princesses with sun-gold hair and blue dresses and handsome princes on horses, falling in love. But Sam grew up and found out that those were the only monsters that didn't exist in her world. Swords were confused with the smell of gunpowder and Sam just stopped trying to tell the difference. BROKE ME IN HALF. Just, wow... ouch

[devilyouwere]

jakhfjkasf what can I even say? Thank you so much for the wonderful feedback and for all your help in the writing process! Please, be a pretentious bitch. It soothes my ego :D I'm glad the ending worked! I was so nervous about it, so I'm happy that you thought it was a good chice.

it finalized is how much your girl!sam still feels like sammy
\o/ \o/ Seriously, this always makes nervous (not just for writing, but reading, too) and I'm ecstatic that Sam still felt like Sam. I'm always wary writing him. And yay, Dean is good! :D And I love you times a million for being the sweetest person alive ♥ ♥ Thank you thank you thank you!

[zelost_mind]

I really liked this; it's so full, such a great pace and atmosphere. Thanks for sharing.

[devilyouwere]

Thank you so much for reading! I'm glad you enjoyed :)

[familiardevil]

Oh, I love them here. They're just so achey. Wonderful job <3

[devilyouwere]

Thank you so much! I'm glad you enjoyed it :)