this year has not been bad by any means ( Read more... )

Write 20 facts about yourself. Note the number of minutes it takes you. Then tag that same number of people.

1. i never update my livejournal because i feel like my life is a waste of other people's time.
2. i want the words create. and destroy. tattooed somewhere on my body ( Read more... )

1.candra
the one who will be euphoric under all of this hate and vulgarness found in this dark dank reeking world charictarisitc of a deathchant spouted by demons of the unknown. (she has blonde hair. And She is very beautiful.)

Me:Candra were all going to die!
Candra: I know chris, do you want ice cream?

2. Candra ( Read more... )

happy ((early)) birthday to me!
i got a motherfucking ipod!!!

i didn't even ask for one!
and my birthday isn't even until friday!
i'm v. excited!
it's been a v. v. good day!
i'm using exclamation points after every sentence!
sometimes more than one!!!

<3<3<3!!!
candra!

muh main bitch mo and i braved the roads and torrential downpours and bleeding skies and deadly lightning bolts and nearing apocolypse to see the...
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motherfucking violent femmeslast night in teh 'ville ( Read more... )

MC MOTHERFUCKING CHRIS AND MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE IN NEW YORK ON JULY THE 9TH.

THE DAY AFTER I FUCKING LEAVE.

omigod. i'm going to go cry myself to sleep.

i want everyone to recommend something to me.

a book,
a movie,
a band,
a song,
a magazine,
an artist,
an idea.

anything.

and i want everyone to invite me to hang out with them.
because i'm bored and i hate feeling like this summer is slipping by and i'm not taking advantage of it while i can.

for you--
something happier.
^_^

dear everyone--
let's get crunk. okay?
or not.
we can just hang out and play scrabble and drink cherry coke and watch "family guy" and that will be just as good.
or we can go mini-golfing.
or swimming.
or picture-taking.
just let me know, okay?
<3,
candra.

and i always realize how much it means just a little too late.
and i always fuck it up just a little too bad to fix.

and i always hurt the people that i love more than anything.

because i'm
careless.
and selfish.
and immature.
and cowardly.
and pathetic.

but i'm not heartless.
i swear.
i'm not heartless.

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