You know what... People want me to be unhappy and depressed but I'm not gunna let them. I'm happy. I'm so freaking happy. I love my life! :)

I can't stop crying...

I hate my life so much right now...

I don't understand anything anymore...

I wanna go somewhere far away...

But I bet no one would even realize I was gone...

I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired...

It sucks so bad that the two people that mean the most in my life hate each other. It's just making me so depressed. I can't take this anymore ( Read more... )

So I met this guy who is in the Air Force. He lives in Valdosta which is totally awesome because I go up there all of the time. His name is Randy and he is great. He actually makes me believe that I am somebody. He makes me so happy. He makes me §mile.

Its All about Me ( Read more... )

I'm still freezing my ass off! Tonight was a lot of fun...

Jon is overly nice... :) It seems like I've known him forever.

I'm going to bed now! I Love you, you, you, you, and you! ;) Ive lost it tonight!

Goh, tonight sucked! I'm not gunna get on that subject though.

This afternoon at practice was pretty cool. I met some new people. I even met Jon! :)

I'm sooooooo tired! So I'm gunna go to sleep. <3

I'm so overly tired! We have band practice from 3-7 all night this week and tonight we basically sucked cuz we(well they) were being so rude to the man and they wouldnt shut up so we got punished with some laps. Argh! People these days are so freakin rude. I'm just ready for this week to be over with so I can forget about this commercial crap ( Read more... )

My break sucked ( Read more... )

Right now I'm sitting here crying like a dumb ass. My mom is going shopping w/ Pam in Valdosta and Mom told me to ask Dad if I could go and he said no. Kinda figures though. Ive been stuck in this house for now 4 days straight. I know I'm sick but I feel much better and I just need to get out. I finally get to eat today. Dad just left to go get me ( Read more... )