im such a piece of shit

ok...maybe im over reacting but i do feel that way

im so hungry but i know i cant keep down any food and i dont feel like throwing up again...and my backs hurting me a lot from sleeping really bad last night...i hate having to go to bed with things being unresolved...and my knee keeps cramping up every half hour...god i hate this...because yesterday sucked so much everything is being dragged into ( Read more... )

members of yellowcard must have gone through what im going through right now because so far every song ive downloaded is exactly how i feel

strikeyourheart: ur breaking my heart
strikeyourheart: :'(

just reading that makes me want to gouge out my eyes with a spoon and stab my heart with a fork

grrr!...i wish peter would come back online already...i miss him and i hate having to wait

"i'm watching you asleep
wondering if i'm in your dreams
did i catch you when you fell?
did i kiss your tears away?
cause i just want to be the man she sees in me
she seems so far away"

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strikeyourheart: ugh ( Read more... )

i missed all my classes today...i got real sick and threw up and couldnt even drive home, my parents had to come pick me up at school...i missed the ap dry-run and now on monday i have to beg dr.ware to let me make it up some how...i came home and went to sleep for 2 hours...i felt much better afterwards...and my pains were so bad i actually took ( Read more... )

i found out today that my grandma wasnt released from the hospital when she should have been...she was supposed to leave sunday but didnt get released till today because they found a lump on her incision...they had to perform tests and determined it was a lump of blood...and since my grandma is hemophilliac they couldnt do anything but send her ( Read more... )

im gonna cut off its head and mount it on my wall