Even the memory of what used to make me happy, even if it doesn't make me happy now, is enough.This is what happened for me in concerns to this place, fanfiction, manga, anime, fandom in general, books, art, people. I just faked it because what else did I have. It was either stick with the things I used to love or do nothing. And the fact that I used to love them made it enough for me to hold onto these things and eventually as I healed myself my love came back. I don't love everything the same as I used to. In fact, some things I love more and some things my love only grew back a little but it did grow back. And sometimes I go through phases where I don't want any of this or this and then the next week that's all I want. But I always know I'll come back
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Hey, it was long, but it was great. :) I'm glad that you've found a way to chronicle things, and you can borrow whatever courage you need to get through it, okay?
I feel the same way - I need to chronicle more of what I've been doing, like I used to do. I don't write entries here much anymore, but I do read my friends list and I miss you being on it.
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What have you been up to, dearest?
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<3
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Youuuuuuuuuuuuu.
Did you know how amazing it is that whenever you post, whenever you message me, I feel like I am getting an enormous hug?
This, without a doubt, must speak to how incredibly it must be to get a hug from you in real life.
Thank you. :)
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We must someday rectify the lack of an actual hug from me. :)
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We must rectify this immediately, no?
Tell me, what is the best thing to have happened to you this week?
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