how grateful i was then, to be part of the mystery

Jul 31, 2006 12:22

want to see something beautiful?




i’ve got one foot out of the door
and my mind is always someplace else
i’ve been ready to leave for a long time
it’s not always an easy thing
(keeping my thoughts in the present place)
when i was in Alaska, i think my soul crept out
of my body and melted into the ground
i just wanted to become a part of the beauty
since i’ve been back, i just dream all day
i’ve had trouble staying in reality
FOOOOCCCUUUUUUSSSSSSSS
ok, i’m really here sitting at the computer
typing on the keys
my sister is really watching that show about run dmc’s family
and it’s just as beautiful as Alaska
it doesn’t jump out like the beauty of the natural world
if i give abbey a hug after I finish writing this, that would be beautiful
i don’t know what it is that i’m trying to say or how to say it
which makes it very difficult
my summer has consisted of camping, going to Alaska,
playing with moneybags jones at various bars, a lot of reading
i wonder if angels really do play instruments
i think that would be beautiful
this life is just a blink in time
and I’ve been wasting too much of it
it’s not that i’ve never accomplished anything
because I have
i just have a lot of trouble focusing on what’s important to me
i want to give the love in my heart to everyone around me
i’m going to attempt to double major in music education and geoscience
i want to get off of this computer and find something beautiful to do
after i mow the lawn, i think i’ll take cody for a walk at Lakewood
while I Frisbee golf with a couple of buddies
although i usually do this several times a week, today it will be especially beautiful
want to see something beautiful?
look in the mirror.
want to feel something beautiful?
find the nearest human being and give them a hug (and love)




























































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