this is for bryan cus yeah and yeah so :::ahem clears throat:::
uhmmmmm i miss you! i hope you feel special now lol!

AWwWWWwww i cant see bryan til next weekend..pshh thats a bummer,

melow is my sturdy heart

found in the dirt and fallen apart

stirring is my lonesome stare

feeling empty feeling bare

hollow is my golden path

hold on as you feel my rath

sing but seldom clear my vioce

fear me now you have no choice

moons of blue fill the air

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sorry gang my school stuff is getting to me...it might be like this for a while.......omfg!! this weekend was the shizz i camped out with my cus and steph...annnndd steph brother and two friends. bryan, auggy and steve. wow i had a fun time wish it was always like that. too bad im back in reality where it sucks. man my face hurts that sun is evil ( Read more... )

woohoo i sold the house and then made an offer on one in haritage and and---drum role---- I GOT IT!!!  OMFG im so happy i dont have to stay in a hotel until we could get something else!!!! yayyayayayayayyay

( PUNK_ROCK_EMO like woah )

::::DROOLS::::hell ya!

come help me

and bring your bandaid

my heart cracked a bit

once again here it burns

my heart cant fall again

nothing left to give

besides giving up

tear this dagger from my hand

i dont want to see it

tear this picture of you from my mind

i dont want to see it

leave me its what you want

stop trying to seize the moment

let me heal, let me deal

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hmm my eyes are getting watery ( Read more... )

school starts monday- i changed my schedual from ag to art yay! my friend wont stop making fun of emos she's pissing me off lately she calls herself a metal head..pshh...why does she hate emo??? grr!

( bowchikabow )

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i am soo tired not even funny.. i dont know why im not sleeping. am i just weird or what cus i love sitting in the car..sleeping...just being on the freeway.....im so happy whenever im driving somewhere. and i love ice cold air in my face..just reaaallly cold air feels good.. i need a hug : ' (  i dont feel very up today. just wish i could sleep ( Read more... )