i'm beginning to see you and myself for who we really are.

remember that time when we were layin in your bed trying to fall asleep and you put on saves the days lisa's birthday tape? i can't listen to it without thinking of you or that so i'm gonna fall asleep now and pretend thats where i am

i think i've finally got it figured out, it's like once i get comfortable i feel like i'm missing out and that i need something more, something better, something different. and it's not even like that with one specific thing or person, it's everything. but maybe that's not it. maybe i was happy, maybe i am happy. maybe that was a mistake, maybe i'm ( Read more... )

note to self: never let anyone or anything stop you from doing anything. never second guess yourself and always follow through.

so things may be confusing and really frustrating but i'm grateful to have a best friend that i can always rely on. i guess that is the most important thing.

WHY CANT THINGS JSUT GO THE WAY I WANT THEM TO WHY CANT EVERYTHING WORK OUT WHY IS 900 MILES SO FAR AWAY

:( this sucks so much because it could really work but it wouldn't ever actually work, fuck my life.

oh wowwwwwww.....

brief update: life is good

i'm feeling a little sad because this is the point in life where everyone goes off in their different direction with their new lives and new friends and i don't know, i just miss things already and i havn't even gotten started or even left yet. help me!

i am trapped in more ways than one

don't get me wrong, i love the summer time and all but i miss winter clothes. i miss scarves and boots and hats and coats and gloves and stuff. ok that's all.