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My ears are still ringing. and I love it. Last night was AMAZING. Except for the fact that I could hardly see because of the height (damn) and the whole place smelled like sweat and pot, it was awesome. We were pretty close.. not way in the back or anything. There were SO many mosh pits though.. you would try to get out of one in front of you and ( Read more... )

Thank jesus for snow days. Today consisted of relaxing. I woke up at five and couldn't fall back asleep. Then I finally fell asleep at six fourty-five which is when I would have had to get up anyway. I knew it was a snow day because my road was horrible, so I just went back to bed. Then I woke up at eight and layed in bed until nine. I went online ( Read more... )

The Used = Tomorrow !!!

yesterday was quite the ending to my vacation. it started with be being content. Then some of this happened

( and that's why Im wondering why you had to tell me whats going on in your head )

what kind of horrible person am I? these last few entrys ive been all "oh blah i like him blah blah blah" but i never once took into consideration how my actions have been affecting them. i've been acting selfish and im sorry. this whole thing is my fault. and i really am sorry about it. i feel like shit now. seriously. i really am sorry.

I.DONT.KNOW.YOU ( Read more... )

I'm fucking bored. today was so boring. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. 4 days until the used. lyke woah. im mucho excited. i have something strange in my eye. my socks compleatly don't match, i've been wearing this tanktop around the house for the past four days and amanda just said "i like being a whore. it gives me a rush" lol. yeah. abby is asleep ( Read more... )

damn. vacation is almost over. i hate when vacation is almost over. it gives me this sad feeling that makes me say: "wow. i do not wish to go back to school. how much longer is it until next vacation?" and then i get all stressed out. but then the next thing i know it's the weekend and it's all better lol. but still, im in the stupid sad im-going- ( Read more... )

i hate how you're right.
i hate how i do want you.
i hate how this will never work.