and for this reason only i am decideing i am fuckign hot..
and i dont understand why no one wants to be in love..
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im so glad that i prepared myself for his death on friday... aparently he was gone 6 hours after she had arrived.. it only took 9 and a half minutes for his lungs to collapse after they unhooked the ventialter. its so funny how i can be told my dad is dead today and feel less empty then i did before.. i think that it means that somehow all the ( Read more... )

i start school in exactly two weeks... im really nervous but i know i will do amazing shit.. and everyone there will love me.. besides im girl zac... im fucking crazy... melissa is moving this weekend that makes me feel really sad.... but at least i got my computer fixed which means i can keep in contact and nashua isnt htat far so we can still ( Read more... )

i think that i fucked up.. my dad is dieing .. in a hospital and i wonder if he thinks about me for even an instance.. if he does what is he thinking... regrets.. about our relationship... wishing he could take it back.. begging god if he spares him hell try to accept me.. i think in my mind thats what i want it to be like.. deeo down i feel its ( Read more... )

i really dont know what to think of things like this.... people that i should feel the closest to in my life but i dont are dieing... probably not going to live.. and conciously i should feel bad about that circumstances, i dont.. but i want to .. and maybe i do deep down.. i dont know what to make of this feeling... glad that he might be dead soon ( Read more... )

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boreing rainy day today.... ashley called though and shes home for the weekend and that makes me happy cause were hanging out tonite and im doing her hair and a nite with ashley always proves to be new and exciting.... i made my own hair look more amazing last nite... so now im doubley fabulous... and i have nothign to wear tonite.. maybe ill just ( Read more... )