sasha and i recently met for our annual stuckonthesouthshorefortheholidays coffee. as we sat across from each other in a dead section of town discussing life, love, loneliness, and high-school gossip, we started punching each other in the face. more figuratively than physically. but we talked about new years resolutions and basically had the ( Read more... )

holy good god there are so many things i want to do in my life, and they all seem like things i want to do before i go to grad school, which needs to happen before i settle down with my farm, which i want to do before i get older and start to want a family, which i predict will happen in my early thirties, which means i'm 24 and running out of time ( Read more... )

with every relationship i've been in i've grown, i've learned. for every breakup i've been through i've found more of myself in the aftermath. and i generally like myself ( Read more... )

my head is still spinning from the last two and a half weeks in the vermont woods. at several points during my time in the field, i was sure that i couldn't hack it. then a day later i'd be loving it. i don't know how long i'm going to be able to sustain the rollercoaster, both in the field with the kids, and then the coming and going from the ( Read more... )

i got a job. for real ( Read more... )

myles and i are moving to northampton. 39 north st. sunday. with tuna.

we want visitors.

things are looking up. i spent this morning manically weeding an overgrown abandoned garden and planting beautiful perennials. then i picked my step-sister up from my old high school. we talked and laughed on the drive home with the windows down. it's been a good day.

homeless and jobless, crashing at hampshire until i can get a grip and figure out what my next step will be.

all i want from life right now is a clove cigarette.

i have no idea what i'm doing with myself. or my life. i do know that somehow in the next week i have to get myself from the northeast corner of oregon to palo alto, so i can drive back east with sam ( Read more... )