so some new things that have been accruing lately ( Read more... )

shit so i'm taking this metaphorically towards my life.and how the year is going to be ( Read more... )

well happy new years.

so i totally started this year beligerant.
not a step in the right direction.
not proud.

i broke my phone in a fit of rage.... i threw it in the car that was taking me home...

i've been really meloncoly about relationships lately. just the thought makes me... shivver and say...uuuggghh. >.<

now i apologize

so my picture thing is really how i feel. i feel like "it ain't (his) job to fuck (me) on (my) birthday anymore ( Read more... )

so i dont know why but i torcher myself ( Read more... )

ok so i guess we aren't as close as i though
you probably dontlike me as much as i hoped.
you dont seem to even wonder about what could come of this.
your body is saying one thing, your heart something else, and your mind anything but.
it hurts me that things are turning out the way they are
but maye were playing the same game

we'll see i guess

so heres how i feel ( Read more... )

soooo ( Read more... )

so life isn't as fucked up or as amazing as i thought it would be as a child ( Read more... )

PS

I'M GOING TO VEGAS!!!!

and the est part about it is that i'm going with my best friend the best of them all AMAMDNA FUCKING MARSHALL!!! and her FIANCE!!!!

wow i dont think i've ever been this excited EVER!!!!!

LESS THAN ONE DAY TO GO!!!grkjhtlekjh