it has been said on more than one occasion that if u reach ure goal, become content, u wont have found happiness. its the dream that we love so much not the reality once we find it. no?

today pretty much rocked. i mean it started out kinda slow, but quality time with wierd friend is just the break i needed. tomorrow the hell starts again but today was nice. shawshank redemption very cool movie, kinda missed the grinch tho :o) shouldnt the girl stereotypically cuddle up tight to the guy on the mean scary bits and not the bit where ( Read more... )

yesterday rocked...mostly. i was all rebel like for a day and blew college off to spend some time with my friend hee hee. twas fun, the weed was a good idea at first but will next time be taken under a more controlled environment me's think's. but the company was great and i wouldnt have taken the day off for ne one else ( Read more... )

now i lust

of course my thoughts stand, but could i really have had such a change of mind over night...are my feelings this strong because i now know more? or have i felt like this all along and ive only just let myself realise it...or maybe the brownies let me ;)

if i was his rock, id have him stuck between me and a hard place ;)

as one part of your life goes wrong, the rest falls spectacularly to pieces

so this random dude convinces me to be an internet geek again, so i can pour my heart out to a community of people i never met and its easy coz they're anona-mouse. hmmm, well having the chance to tlk away from ppl who give a shit cant be all bad i guess ( Read more... )