Time to be honest for a second....

Jul 06, 2006 18:02

When I was 12 I tried to kill myself. Numerous times. I was never successful, obviously. I gave up my active pursuit of the afterlife with a new found dedication. No, not to life, but to satisfy my own curiosity. Fascinated with the world and its inevitable course I resigned myself to live only to discover what the future had in store. I am sad to ( Read more... )

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end of the world girltakeiteasy July 7 2006, 01:44:26 UTC
it won't end in a bang, but a whimper.

and i'm still sticking around...just so i can pet my dog till the very end.

and no, that is not a euphamism.

aaaaaand, i miss you tons. i can't believe how long it's been since we last saw each other. we should really, seriously, get dinner one night. catch up and all that. or, you know, get toasted and laugh a lot. either one.

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Re: end of the world son_of_a_mac July 7 2006, 02:39:49 UTC
you pick a night and im there.

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water_solutions July 9 2006, 10:37:00 UTC
  There are not many persons who know what wonders are opened to them in the stories and visions of their youth; for when as children we listen and dream, we think but half-formed thoughts, and when as men we try to remember, we are dulled and prosaic with the poison of life. But some of us awake in the night with strange phantasms of enchanted hills and gardens, of fountains that sing in the sun, of golden cliffs overhanging murmuring seas, of plains that stretch down to sleeping cities of bronze and stone, and of shadowy companies of heroes that ride caparisoned white horses along the edges of thick forests; and then we know that we have looked back through the ivory gates into that world of wonder which was ours before we were wise and unhappy.
-H.P. Lovecraft, Celephaïs (1920)
I'd hate to ruin the perfection of an unadulterated piece of writing with muddled commentary or elaboration, but even the most solid works require a bit of adoration for they are only perfect within themselves -which does not help me to explain myself. The ( ... )

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