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[sonar713]

So tomorrow marks three weeks since my dad passed away. I hate the feeling of waking up in the morning and not being able to see him. Things I feel have been getting worse in a sense, 'cause I miss him more and more as each day passes. I think about the future all the time. I picture my wedding day and think about who will walk me down the isle, or

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Its Christine

[anonymous]

Hi love. You said you hate waking up in the morning and not being able to see your dad.. I hate waking up in the morning and not being able to see Laura. The feeling is such an awful feeling and I'm sorry you have to feel it. I agree that things get worse as time passes because you are now forced to live with it. I want to share a quote with you that was passed on to my by someone that lost his mom. He said it to me the day Laura passed away:
It will never get easier, you will never accept it or get used to it. You will just learn how to live with it.
And I agree. I hope you like the quote Its helped me get over the line "Time heals" because I dont feel time heals, I think you are forced to live with it and in turn you learn how to deal with it. Does that make sense? I love you a lot Sonia and if you need anything. You know I am here for you, always.

Love you
Christine

[cuzheisthetruth]

i'll walk you down the aisle :)

[sonar713]

You're such a sweet heart

[supakila]

***OPM - Brighter Side

[sonar713]

thank you :) Does it get better over time? 'cause I find that it's almost harder. I don't know if this is hard for you to talk about. I feel like I'm just gonna learn to find what normal will be for me.

[supakila]

Yeah, it gets better over time. Lots better. I know exactly what you're talking about, feeling absolutely horrible and feeling like you'll never feel better, like things will never be the same. And honestly they never will be the same. There will always be things that area really hard, things that your dad won't be there for that you will really wish he was, and stuff like that, but it definitely gets better. It takes a long time, like multiple months, but it will happen. The hole in your heart will never completely heal, I'm sure of that, but you sort of get used to it. Eventually you learn to accept it because there is nothing you can do to change it, and you just try to live your life to the fullest extent that you can, because you know that's what he would have wanted.

Its Chrissy again

[supakila]

I don't know if this reply was to me ( thank you :) Does it get better over time? 'cause I find that it's almost harder. I don't know if this is hard for you to talk about. I feel like I'm just gonna learn to find what normal will be for me.)
But I'm going to answer anyway...
For me personally somethings get better with time but honestly I've come to learn that as time passes I miss her more and it hurts more. Time goes by so fast and you just want it to slow down because it just hurts. You will learn on your own what is normal and that is good. Everyone is different but I am always here whenever you need me. AND I MEAN ANYTIME.
Call me when you are not busy! I love you Sonia, a lot a lot.

[peachroseorchid]

I love you.

[ hug ]

[sushimonkey511]

Sonia, I love you.

And your dad loves you too, and he would be so proud of what a kind and beautiful woman you have become.