The sound of the ball bouncing off the ground echoed across the shadowy gym.  The lights began to flicker on, and the player took a moment to breathe, smelling the stentch of sweat and dry of the wood.  You can do this he thought to himself.  Denial was telling himself he can't; it would have meant that man had been defeated by one physical ( Read more... )

 The heater was off and the night was cold, and the shivers up his spine jolted him on few occasions.  But it was not the weather that was chilled him, no, his shoulders were burnt from the days out in the sun.  But still, cold on the inside, cold from the realization that his dreams were no more than misty hopes providing a jacket that would was ( Read more... )

The treasures of this world do not impress me anymore ( Read more... )

Hmm, i wanted to meditate on Easter, and what it means to me now, and hopefully, i don't know, i'll do this every year as i grow.  But i wanted to start with a word of thanks that i do know Jesus, and that by His grace and love, I am saved.  Easter is a celebration of Jesus beating death and coming back to life.  It is the day that Jesus rose from ( Read more... )

My heart cries out oh Lord, because i find no peace in my life ( Read more... )

And so i enter week four, since i've had a full night's sleep.  I have yet to sleep soundly for more than one night in the past month...don't know why i keep waking up or have restless dreams...but i'm starting to become more and more fatigued.

so the last two weeks i have not really gotten much good sleep, in that when i am asleep i am very active(according to my roommate) and i wake up really tired.  That and i wake up throughout the night.  Actually this has been happening for the last three weeks, no matter where i am, its just that two weeks ago i did have one night of really good ( Read more... )

i can't bottle this up no more, and so i'm just gonna be completely honest, and not hold back, and even be unreasonable.  and yes i will be brutal so if you don't want to read me being a jerk and mean, don't ( Read more... )

Would you hold it against me if i said i miss you more than anyone ( Read more... )

Hahha, sorry to everyone who received a voicemail of me singing to them I know i was way off tune..that was my valentines day gift to you all!  Just thought i'd do something for those that i love.