내 영혼의 동반자 - My soul mate
Title: 내 영혼의 동반자 - My soul mate
Author: Soneayeong
Genre: Fantasy, Romance, smut, drama, Vampire.
Rating: Pg 13, for now... later nc 17
Length: Chaptered
Pairing: YunJae
Beta: dolphinatorsusu
Summary: When JaeJoong met Jung YunHo strange things happened with him...
“Jae, I want to introduce you to a friend of mine and I’m sure that you will like him!” ChangMin’s voice sounded excited and he pulled his best friend with him towards the dance club where they would meet each other. “Min, really… I’m not looking for someone...” protested JaeJoong. But ChangMin was not listening and pulled JaeJoong with him. “Min, wait! Please, tell me something about him, who is he, what is his name?” ChangMin looked over his shoulder but did not stop while he talked. “His name is Jung YunHo… And he knows you and want to meet you.” JaeJoong was not satisfied with the short answer and wanted to ask more but he had no time. ChangMin pushed the door to the club open and walked straight to a little table in the corner of the club and pushed JaeJoong forwards. “YunHo, this is JaeJoong, as you know… And Jae, this is Jung YunHo.” ChangMin pointed at YunHo while he introduced them and after a short glance from YunHo, ChangMin stiffened and walked away, without talking to JaeJoong. JaeJoong watched his best friend walking away and was curious what just happened.
JaeJoong suddenly remembered that he was not alone and that he acted rude to ignore YunHo who was still waiting for his attention. JaeJoong smiled and looked curious at his date and stiffened. The man before him was handsome, very handsome! No, handsome was not the right word, beautiful was better! His skin was white, his eyes were deep gray, his hair brown, his lips were red and he had a sharp jaw line. JaeJoong realized that he was staring and that he, acted again rude and swallowed before he forced himself to look away from YunHo’s face. “Eh, hello…” JaeJoong forced a smile and did not know what to say to YunHo. JaeJoong was rarely speechless and had almost always a sharp response ready, but not now…
YunHo answered JaeJoong’s smile but said nothing, he grabbed JaeJoong’s hand and brought it to his face and smelled his hand before he placed a soft kiss on JaeJoong’s hand. “Finally we meet each other” said YunHo with a warm smile and JaeJoong got goose bumps over his whole body. YunHo released JaeJoong’s hand and leaned back slightly but was still looking at him with interest in his eyes. JaeJoong moved nervously back and forth on his chair, looked around him at the dancing people in the club and tried to calm his loud pounding heart. JaeJoong vowed to thank ChangMin when he would meet him the next day and looked back at YunHo with now a normal pounding heart. “Eh… ChangMin told me that you were friends?” JaeJoong tried to start a conversation but with not much success, he was distracted by YunHo’s eyes who were following every move he made.
YunHo leaned slightly forward and stared thoughtful at JaeJoong. He knew that it was time and that he could not wait any longer. JaeJoong was his mate and now that they had met each other he must protect JaeJoong. He had not much time left before JaeJoong would be attacked, his scent was now like a drug to all his brothers. JaeJoong’s face colored red when YunHo grabbed both his hands and spoke softly at him. “Look at me, JaeJoong.” JaeJoong did not know that to do, he did not understand his own feelings anymore. Why was he reacting so strongly to YunHo? JaeJoong shook his head and did what YunHo asked and stared at him. He immediately felt how his body stiffened and a few seconds later his body weakened. His head started to spin and he felt dizzy, as if he had drunk too much. But he knew that he was not drunk, he was never drunk and besides that, he had not drunk anything in the club! He notice in a haze that YunHo had placed his arm around his waist and pulled him to his feet. “Don’t worry…” Whispered YunHo and dragged him outside. The fresh air was not helping to clear his head and he felt even worse than a few minutes before!
“S- Sorry… I'd better go home” muttered JaeJoong ashamed and tried to stand on his wobbly legs without the help from YunHo, but his legs were still too weak and he leaned against YunHo for support. JaeJoong tried to understand what had happened, one moment he was looking at YunHo and the next moment he was sick!
YunHo brought him to a hotel room and put him down on the bed in the middle of the room but when he watched JaeJoong he felt guilty. He had made JaeJoong sick, but it was the only way he could do to take him with him without having to answer difficult questions. YunHo saw that JaeJoong’s eyes were closed, he was probably too weak or too dizzy to hold his eyes open and he had not even noticed that he was not in his own house but in a simple hotel room with a guy he had just met. YunHo pulled JaeJoong’s collar down so that he had a better view on his neck and traced with his finger against a blood vessel, searching for the right spot where he could bite JaeJoong and bind him with his vampire teeth. YunHo pushed JaeJoong against the mattress, cautious for JaeJoong’s reaction. He knew that it was painful for JaeJoong and he did not want to hurt him further. He licked his lips and bit JaeJoong in his neck. JaeJoong opened his eyes in shock and screamed from the fear and the pain he felt. His whole body started to shake and he started to struggle under YunHo’s strong grip.
YunHo had no trouble with holding JaeJoong still, JaeJoong was not as strong as YunHo and could not move under YunHo’s strong hold but he was still trying to escape, without success. YunHo tried to not drink JaeJoong’s blood and he was afraid to move and hurt JaeJoong more than he had already done. After a few seconds he pulled back and saw his bite mark on JaeJoong’s neck. “I’m sorry for hurting you… You will understand it when the bond is growing” promised YunHo. The poison in his teeth did his work and JaeJoong fell asleep. YunHo hoped that when he would wake up in a couple of hours, he would understand him. But still, YunHo felt guilty for hurting JaeJoong, he had JaeJoong kidnapped and now he had bound him without asking for permission, knowing that JaeJoong would be afraid of him. YunHo watched JaeJoong as long as he could but when it was almost light outside, he must hide and leaved JaeJoong, alone in this room. “I’m coming back for you” whispered YunHo before he left.
***
JaeJoong moved restlessly in his bed and let out a soft sigh while sleeping. His neck was hurting and the mattress on which he slept was feeling too hard and was uncomfortable. Yet, even though he felt uncomfortable, he was not ready to open his eyes and he stayed in bed and tried to fall asleep again, but the uneasy feeling stayed. He was restless and had a feeling that he missed something, something important…
He heard strange sounds, the rustling of the wind outside, and in another room someone coughed loudly. JaeJoong was eventually too restless end to inferred to sleep and with effort he opened his eyes. The memories of the previous day came back immediately. Shocked, he stared around him. He saw that he was alone, but… anxiously he felt on his neck and his fingers were touched two little wounds that had already began to heal. His heartbeat quickened, his face become pale from the shock and immediately he realized that he had not dreamed what had happened, it was real! Jung YunHo had bitten him for real! But why? Was he creasy?
JaeJoong stood up with trembling legs and opened the curtains. He stared through the open window. A hard gust of wind blew his messy hair in his eyes and quickly he closed the window, uneasy and nervous. He clearly saw that he was now alone in the room but he was not sure if YunHo would come back or not and what he wanted from him.
The only thing JaeJoong was sure about was that YunHo had bitten him and he was sure that YunHo had drugged him, though he did not know how, he had not drunk or eat anything in YunHo’s presence. But he had no other declaration for his reactions or his sudden weakness. This was not normal and he was not sick before he entered the club that evening. He decided that he would keep his mouth shut about it. He did not want to become the main topic of the newest gossip, and he knew for sure that his friends would laugh about it.
JaeJoong walked as fast as he could to the hotel room door and wanted to lock the door when he saw to his big surprise that the door was already locked from the inside! He frowned when he looked at the door and wondered how it was possible that the door was locked from the inside, how had YunHo left the room.
It seemed JaeJoong impossible that YunHo had climbed out of the window, it was too high and why should he as he could simply take the door? JaeJoong looked nervously around him . He could not think of a declaration and realized that YunHo could still be inside the hotel room! he looked around him, searching for a weapon he could use against YunHo, but everything had been screwed to prevent stealing. JaeJoong swallowed and walked slowly and as quietly as he could. He wondered if he was dangerous or not and he groaned softly when he couldn’t find anything useful in the room. He walked to the bathroom and slowly door. JaeJoong peeked inside when the door was open far enough. The bathroom was empty, he saw a simply shower cabin, there was a toilet in the corner and a sink with two towels and a cheap small piece of soap. Relieved that YunHo was not in the bathroom he heaved a sigh of relief and closed the door behind him. But he still felt an uneasy feeling, this situation was strange and he wondered if someone was making a sick joke. There were already so many strange things happening and now YunHo was also gone and he did not know how!
JaeJoong refreshed himself quickly in the bathroom and locked the door behind him, he was to stressed to turn his bare back to a unclosed door and after that he left the hotel and hurried back to his house. Luckily he was not far from home and after a few minutes walking he was home. He locked the door behind him and closed the curtains in the living room, just to feel safe. When he was sure that every door was locked he walked upstairs to take a warm shower. Hopefully he would be calmer when he was wearing clean clothes and had eaten a proper breakfast. He stopped in the bathroom in front of the mirror and watched his own reflection. His face was pale and he looked as bad as he felt. His hair was messy and his clothes were wrinkled and smelly. And his neck… He had two little wounds in his neck and the flesh around the wounds was red and irritated. With a frown he thought that it could not be a real bite mark. The two little wounds did not look like a real bite print. A normal human tooth was not so sharp and could not make two little bite prints. Of course there were strange people who were odd enough to sharpen their own teeth…. JaeJoong took a plaster out of the medicine cabinet and stuck the plaster on the two wounds. When he was satisfied he walked back to the living room and grabbed his telephone. He wanted to know who YunHo was and where he came from. And JaeJoong knew who he would call, ChangMin had introduced them and now he wanted to have an explanation. JaeJoong pushed on the call button and waited till his best friend would answer.
“H- Hello..?” Sounded the sleepy voice from ChangMin through the phone. JaeJoong glanced at his watch and wondered how late ChangMin had made it last evening, it was past eleven and normally ChangMin was already busy with importing things for him such as eating or buying food at this time. “ChangMin, good morning!” JaeJoong tried to sound normal and he was successful, ChangMin did not notice something. “Can you come here when you are ready? I want to talk with you, and no, it can’t over the phone.” - “What? Why should I?” ChangMin’s voice sounded still sleepy and when he struggled out of his bed he was sighing and puffing from the effort. “What is wrong?” ChangMin sounded curious. “I want to know who Jung YunHo is, where he came from and why you have introduced us.” JaeJoong was now nervous again and walked in impatient circles around the coffee table, waiting for ChangMin’s response. ChangMin fell silent and JaeJoong thought for a moment that ChangMin had hung up on him. “Hyung, what are you talking about? I know no Jung YunHo and I have not introduced anyone to you, I was home yesterday and I went to bed early.”
JaeJoong stared ahead with a blank expression when he heard the words from his best friend. “W- What are you saying? I have seen you yesterday, you have taken me to a club and had introduced me to a man. You were telling that you were friends! JaeJoong’s voice sounded high and he had problems not scream to against his best friend. This must be a very bad joke! “Hyung, really, I don’t know what you are talking about. Are you sure you had nothing to drink yesterday? How are you feeling?” JaeJoong wanted to protest again but ChangMin was faster. “Do you know what, I’m coming to you! I’ll be there in one hour.” And after that ChangMin hung up the phone.
JaeJoong was sitting still for a long time and stared at the phone, wondering if ChangMin was right. Maybe had he drank too much and he had walked on his own to the hotel! And if he had drank something, then maybe he did not know how to find his way back to his own house! JaeJoong felt absently on the plaster in his neck and decided that ChangMin must be right. Maybe he had gotten the two wounds by accident or day or was he simple clumsy and had he wounded himself by accident! But still, it was not normal for him to become drunk and really, he could not remember that he had drunk anything! And besides that, JaeJoong knew that he was not creative enough to come up with this strange dream by himself!
As promised, ChangMin came after one hour to JaeJoong’s house and was very concerned about his friend. “Hyung, is everything alright?” Asked ChangMin immediately when JaeJoong had opened the front door and stepped with a dark expression on his face inside. JaeJoong forced a smile and felt again on the plaster in his neck and again, he doubted. He wondered if this all was really his imagination, or if it was real and he was really bitten by a strange man! “I’m fine, I’m only not sure if yesterday was real or not… I can’t remember if I had anything to drink but I’m sure that I have talked with you! You brought me to a club to introduce me to one of your friends. JaeJoong fell silent and watched ChangMin nervously. “And you know for sure that you had not drank too much yesterday? Alcohol can do strange things to your mind and maybe that’s the reason why you thought you were with me yesterday.” JaeJoong sounded hopefully, he knew that ChangMin could do strange things when he had drunk. ChangMin shook his head and looked apologetically at JaeJoong, “sorry Hyung, I’m sure that I was home, the whole evening. I have eaten snacks and have watched a show on the television.” ChangMin paused and looked alarmed at JaeJoong, “What happened? “Has someone harassed you?” ChangMin stared at the plaster in JaeJoong’s neck and was angry. “Who is it?” ChangMin wanted to help his best friend and would not accept it if someone was bothering JaeJoong.
“No, I can’t remember it…” stammered JaeJoong sliding his hands uncomfortably deep into his pockets and made a decision. He decided to not think about it anymore and just forget the whole incident. Maybe ChangMin was right and he had drank too much, even though he could not remember it. But he found it strange that he had a dream, so real and so… Scary… And now, when he thought about it, he could exactly describe how this Jung YunHo had looked like. How his voice had sounded and… JaeJoong stopped, he had goose bumps over his whole body from the mere thought of that man. And now that he thought about him, he felt… strange… As if he missed something… “Hyung?” ChangMin sounded really worried now and placed his hand on JaeJoong’s shoulder. “Is everything okay? Maybe you must sit down.” JaeJoong protested when ChangMin helped him to the couch and got a glass of water from the kitchen. “ChangMin, really… I’m fine.” I only had a strange evening yesterday, that’s all.”
It took a long time for JaeJoong to convince ChangMin that he did not need to worry about him and eventually ChangMin left. JaeJoong must confess that he felt really better after his talk with ChangMin and he started to believe that ChangMin was right. Maybe he had drank too much and he could not remember it! And ChangMin’s theory that he only had a strange dream, caused by the alcohol sounded also right! Now he was convinced that nothing had happened yesterday and that he had only dreamed strange, caused by the alcohol so he felt calmer and he decided to not thing about it any longer. It was a beautiful day, the sun was shining and he wanted to do something, to distract himself. He wanted to go to the market and buy something for his cooking, and with new energy he looked in the refrigerator, looking for the stuff he needed from the marked. He wanted to make Bulgogi but he had not all the ingredients.
Now that he had made the choice for what he wanted to make for his dinner he grabbed his keys and left his house. But when he stepped outside and into the bright sunshine he froze. His eyes were blinded by the light! He had to close his tearful eyes and looked at the ground when he stumbled with half closed eyes back inside his house. Once he was back inside his house, and out of the sunlight he blinked with his eyes and realized that he must have a hangover, which meant that he had really drank yesterday. In the drawer from his bedroom he found his sunglasses and with the glasses on his face he opened the front door again and walked outside. It was not hard to be in the sunlight now that he was wearing his glasses, maybe a little bit weird, to walk with sun glasses when nobody else had them on but he shrugged it off. the market was thankfully indoors and he did not need to wear his sun glasses. He bought all the stuff he needed and bowed respectfully for the salesman before he left the market, on his way home.
The walk, back to his home was uncomfortable, he had a painful, warm and uneasy feeling in his neck, on his arms and by his shoulders. In the shining sun and with his sun glasses on he could see what was wrong and fastened his walk. He tried to walk in the shadow the whole time to help his burning eyes. But to his greatest irritation he felt a headache coming up! When he was home he slammed the door close behind him and grabbed a glass of cold water. He wanted to look at his painful arms but he decided to first put his food in the refrigerator. When he was done he walked back to the bench and sat down. He took of his shirt and was shocked when he saw that his arms, neck en shoulders were red, burned from the sun! He was not badly burned, he was a little red but it was stinging.
JaeJoong stared with a blank expression at his burned skin and wondered how it was possible that he was burned. It was a sunny day, but it was not so warm that he could burn himself. He even had walked in the shadow on his way back home! JaeJoong sighed for the umpteenth time that day and searched in his medicine cabinet for a lotion he could use for his burned skin. He found the lotion in the back of the cabinet and rubbed his sensitive skin with it, hoping that by the end of the day the uneasy feeling would be gone and he started to work with his household. This week he had not much time to do his work at home because he had done a lot of interviews, trying to find work. But now he had time he wanted to clean his house, he needed to do the laundry and put clean sheets on his bed, he even found a bad smelling sock under his bed.
While JaeJoong worked he heard a strange sound, as if someone was whispering next him and when he tried to ignore it the whispers began to sound louder. He could now recognize the voices from his neighbors! It seemed that his neighbors quarreled with each other and JaeJoong tried again, to ignore it but after a few minutes he felt irritated. He wondered why his neighbors were quarreling outside in the garden, where everyone could hear them! Eventually JaeJoong opened the window and wanted to ask his neighbors, who were a young couple, if everything was okay but he saw nobody outside! The door and the window were even closed, but he had heard them! He left his house and quickly looked, but unnoticed at the house from his neighbors and saw that they were standing in the living room, facing each other with angry expressions on their faces. JaeJoong stood still and stared at the quarreling couple, wondering why they were talking so loudly and walked back, inside. In his own home he still heard the whole conversation and his headache felt now worse than a few minutes before.
JaeJoong sat down on the bench and took held his head in his hands. He sat there for a few minutes with closed eyes, trying to ignore the sudden sick feeling. Suddenly he remembered he had felt the same dizziness and had the same spinning feeling in his head! This was exactly the same feeling as he had felt in his dream, yesterday… And now he felt the same sickness as yesterday he realized that he could lie to himself as much as he wanted, but what had happened yesterday was real! He recognized the feeling he had and he knew that he had felt it yesterday , but now it was worse! JaeJoong stumbled upstairs, to his bedroom and let himself fall on his bed, too exhausted to pull of his clothes and closed his eyes, forgetting his plans to make dinner. JaeJoong was not sure if he had fallen asleep or not, but when he opened his eyes again he saw that it was dark in his bedroom and… He saw that someone was sitting next to him on the bed! JaeJoong opened his eyes wide and fell with a loud scream out of bed He fell with his back on the hard floor. JaeJoong could clearly see in the twilight who was sitting on his bed and with fear in his eyes he crawled back. He recognized the pale face, the brown hair and the gray eyes from the intruder! “I… I’ll call the police!” Warned JaeJoong but even he heard how his voice was shaking from the overwhelming fear.
When JaeJoong looked at YunHo he did not see what he suspected to see, YunHo did not look at him like he wanted to hurt him, he only sat on JaeJoong’s bed and watched him… JaeJoong wanted to stand up but his head was hurting too much. He fell back on the ground and looked in around him in panic. This could not be real! JaeJoong began searching for his phone but remembered that he had left it downstairs after he had called ChangMin this morning. JaeJoong tried to stand up again and this time he was successful, despite of his headache, his burned skin and even his dizzy feeling. JaeJoong struggled when he was standing up and needed to lean against the wall for support in a attempt to not fall again.
YunHo rose slowly and looked concerned at JaeJoong, but JaeJoong did not see it. The only thing JaeJoong saw was a man, in his bedroom, who had done something yesterday with him and had left him alone in a hotel! A man he did not know! And how had YunHo entered his house? All his doors were locked! JaeJoong stepped back when he saw that YunHo was coming closer and fell again roughly to the ground and hurt his knee when he hit the side of his bed. JaeJoong saw from the corners in his eyes that YunHo came closer and panicked, “go away! I don’t know who you are, go away!”JaeJoong thought about the things that YunHo could do to him if he wanted and rape ranked high on his list from scenarios. JaeJoong knew that he was not strong enough to fight YunHo and he was afraid for what YunHo wanted to do to him.
”Calm down… I’m not here to hurt you” YunHo’s voice sounded soothingly and strangely, JaeJoong felt calmer now, but his instincts were telling him to not trust him and to run, now! But his body was not reacting and he sat still, staring at YunHo with a strange mixed feeling inside him and he was confused. He did not understand what was happening now and why he could not ignore YunHo . He watched him when he was coming closer and eventually kneeled next him on the floor. YunHo placed his hand on JaeJoong’s shaking knee and radiated a soothing energy to JaeJoong. “I’m not here to hurt you, JaeJoong…” YunHo could clearly hear JaeJoong’s loud pounding heartbeat, his ragged breathing and he could smell the cold sweat on his forehead and felt sorry for JaeJoong.
JaeJoong gathered all his courage and crawled further backwards, away from YunHo and felt the door behind him but he found out that de door was locked and the key was nowhere to find!
Next Chapter: [2.]
Author: Soneayeong
Genre: Fantasy, Romance, smut, drama, Vampire.
Rating: Pg 13, for now... later nc 17
Length: Chaptered
Pairing: YunJae
Beta: dolphinatorsusu
Summary: When JaeJoong met Jung YunHo strange things happened with him...
“Jae, I want to introduce you to a friend of mine and I’m sure that you will like him!” ChangMin’s voice sounded excited and he pulled his best friend with him towards the dance club where they would meet each other. “Min, really… I’m not looking for someone...” protested JaeJoong. But ChangMin was not listening and pulled JaeJoong with him. “Min, wait! Please, tell me something about him, who is he, what is his name?” ChangMin looked over his shoulder but did not stop while he talked. “His name is Jung YunHo… And he knows you and want to meet you.” JaeJoong was not satisfied with the short answer and wanted to ask more but he had no time. ChangMin pushed the door to the club open and walked straight to a little table in the corner of the club and pushed JaeJoong forwards. “YunHo, this is JaeJoong, as you know… And Jae, this is Jung YunHo.” ChangMin pointed at YunHo while he introduced them and after a short glance from YunHo, ChangMin stiffened and walked away, without talking to JaeJoong. JaeJoong watched his best friend walking away and was curious what just happened.
JaeJoong suddenly remembered that he was not alone and that he acted rude to ignore YunHo who was still waiting for his attention. JaeJoong smiled and looked curious at his date and stiffened. The man before him was handsome, very handsome! No, handsome was not the right word, beautiful was better! His skin was white, his eyes were deep gray, his hair brown, his lips were red and he had a sharp jaw line. JaeJoong realized that he was staring and that he, acted again rude and swallowed before he forced himself to look away from YunHo’s face. “Eh, hello…” JaeJoong forced a smile and did not know what to say to YunHo. JaeJoong was rarely speechless and had almost always a sharp response ready, but not now…
YunHo answered JaeJoong’s smile but said nothing, he grabbed JaeJoong’s hand and brought it to his face and smelled his hand before he placed a soft kiss on JaeJoong’s hand. “Finally we meet each other” said YunHo with a warm smile and JaeJoong got goose bumps over his whole body. YunHo released JaeJoong’s hand and leaned back slightly but was still looking at him with interest in his eyes. JaeJoong moved nervously back and forth on his chair, looked around him at the dancing people in the club and tried to calm his loud pounding heart. JaeJoong vowed to thank ChangMin when he would meet him the next day and looked back at YunHo with now a normal pounding heart. “Eh… ChangMin told me that you were friends?” JaeJoong tried to start a conversation but with not much success, he was distracted by YunHo’s eyes who were following every move he made.
YunHo leaned slightly forward and stared thoughtful at JaeJoong. He knew that it was time and that he could not wait any longer. JaeJoong was his mate and now that they had met each other he must protect JaeJoong. He had not much time left before JaeJoong would be attacked, his scent was now like a drug to all his brothers. JaeJoong’s face colored red when YunHo grabbed both his hands and spoke softly at him. “Look at me, JaeJoong.” JaeJoong did not know that to do, he did not understand his own feelings anymore. Why was he reacting so strongly to YunHo? JaeJoong shook his head and did what YunHo asked and stared at him. He immediately felt how his body stiffened and a few seconds later his body weakened. His head started to spin and he felt dizzy, as if he had drunk too much. But he knew that he was not drunk, he was never drunk and besides that, he had not drunk anything in the club! He notice in a haze that YunHo had placed his arm around his waist and pulled him to his feet. “Don’t worry…” Whispered YunHo and dragged him outside. The fresh air was not helping to clear his head and he felt even worse than a few minutes before!
“S- Sorry… I'd better go home” muttered JaeJoong ashamed and tried to stand on his wobbly legs without the help from YunHo, but his legs were still too weak and he leaned against YunHo for support. JaeJoong tried to understand what had happened, one moment he was looking at YunHo and the next moment he was sick!
YunHo brought him to a hotel room and put him down on the bed in the middle of the room but when he watched JaeJoong he felt guilty. He had made JaeJoong sick, but it was the only way he could do to take him with him without having to answer difficult questions. YunHo saw that JaeJoong’s eyes were closed, he was probably too weak or too dizzy to hold his eyes open and he had not even noticed that he was not in his own house but in a simple hotel room with a guy he had just met. YunHo pulled JaeJoong’s collar down so that he had a better view on his neck and traced with his finger against a blood vessel, searching for the right spot where he could bite JaeJoong and bind him with his vampire teeth. YunHo pushed JaeJoong against the mattress, cautious for JaeJoong’s reaction. He knew that it was painful for JaeJoong and he did not want to hurt him further. He licked his lips and bit JaeJoong in his neck. JaeJoong opened his eyes in shock and screamed from the fear and the pain he felt. His whole body started to shake and he started to struggle under YunHo’s strong grip.
YunHo had no trouble with holding JaeJoong still, JaeJoong was not as strong as YunHo and could not move under YunHo’s strong hold but he was still trying to escape, without success. YunHo tried to not drink JaeJoong’s blood and he was afraid to move and hurt JaeJoong more than he had already done. After a few seconds he pulled back and saw his bite mark on JaeJoong’s neck. “I’m sorry for hurting you… You will understand it when the bond is growing” promised YunHo. The poison in his teeth did his work and JaeJoong fell asleep. YunHo hoped that when he would wake up in a couple of hours, he would understand him. But still, YunHo felt guilty for hurting JaeJoong, he had JaeJoong kidnapped and now he had bound him without asking for permission, knowing that JaeJoong would be afraid of him. YunHo watched JaeJoong as long as he could but when it was almost light outside, he must hide and leaved JaeJoong, alone in this room. “I’m coming back for you” whispered YunHo before he left.
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JaeJoong moved restlessly in his bed and let out a soft sigh while sleeping. His neck was hurting and the mattress on which he slept was feeling too hard and was uncomfortable. Yet, even though he felt uncomfortable, he was not ready to open his eyes and he stayed in bed and tried to fall asleep again, but the uneasy feeling stayed. He was restless and had a feeling that he missed something, something important…
He heard strange sounds, the rustling of the wind outside, and in another room someone coughed loudly. JaeJoong was eventually too restless end to inferred to sleep and with effort he opened his eyes. The memories of the previous day came back immediately. Shocked, he stared around him. He saw that he was alone, but… anxiously he felt on his neck and his fingers were touched two little wounds that had already began to heal. His heartbeat quickened, his face become pale from the shock and immediately he realized that he had not dreamed what had happened, it was real! Jung YunHo had bitten him for real! But why? Was he creasy?
JaeJoong stood up with trembling legs and opened the curtains. He stared through the open window. A hard gust of wind blew his messy hair in his eyes and quickly he closed the window, uneasy and nervous. He clearly saw that he was now alone in the room but he was not sure if YunHo would come back or not and what he wanted from him.
The only thing JaeJoong was sure about was that YunHo had bitten him and he was sure that YunHo had drugged him, though he did not know how, he had not drunk or eat anything in YunHo’s presence. But he had no other declaration for his reactions or his sudden weakness. This was not normal and he was not sick before he entered the club that evening. He decided that he would keep his mouth shut about it. He did not want to become the main topic of the newest gossip, and he knew for sure that his friends would laugh about it.
JaeJoong walked as fast as he could to the hotel room door and wanted to lock the door when he saw to his big surprise that the door was already locked from the inside! He frowned when he looked at the door and wondered how it was possible that the door was locked from the inside, how had YunHo left the room.
It seemed JaeJoong impossible that YunHo had climbed out of the window, it was too high and why should he as he could simply take the door? JaeJoong looked nervously around him . He could not think of a declaration and realized that YunHo could still be inside the hotel room! he looked around him, searching for a weapon he could use against YunHo, but everything had been screwed to prevent stealing. JaeJoong swallowed and walked slowly and as quietly as he could. He wondered if he was dangerous or not and he groaned softly when he couldn’t find anything useful in the room. He walked to the bathroom and slowly door. JaeJoong peeked inside when the door was open far enough. The bathroom was empty, he saw a simply shower cabin, there was a toilet in the corner and a sink with two towels and a cheap small piece of soap. Relieved that YunHo was not in the bathroom he heaved a sigh of relief and closed the door behind him. But he still felt an uneasy feeling, this situation was strange and he wondered if someone was making a sick joke. There were already so many strange things happening and now YunHo was also gone and he did not know how!
JaeJoong refreshed himself quickly in the bathroom and locked the door behind him, he was to stressed to turn his bare back to a unclosed door and after that he left the hotel and hurried back to his house. Luckily he was not far from home and after a few minutes walking he was home. He locked the door behind him and closed the curtains in the living room, just to feel safe. When he was sure that every door was locked he walked upstairs to take a warm shower. Hopefully he would be calmer when he was wearing clean clothes and had eaten a proper breakfast. He stopped in the bathroom in front of the mirror and watched his own reflection. His face was pale and he looked as bad as he felt. His hair was messy and his clothes were wrinkled and smelly. And his neck… He had two little wounds in his neck and the flesh around the wounds was red and irritated. With a frown he thought that it could not be a real bite mark. The two little wounds did not look like a real bite print. A normal human tooth was not so sharp and could not make two little bite prints. Of course there were strange people who were odd enough to sharpen their own teeth…. JaeJoong took a plaster out of the medicine cabinet and stuck the plaster on the two wounds. When he was satisfied he walked back to the living room and grabbed his telephone. He wanted to know who YunHo was and where he came from. And JaeJoong knew who he would call, ChangMin had introduced them and now he wanted to have an explanation. JaeJoong pushed on the call button and waited till his best friend would answer.
“H- Hello..?” Sounded the sleepy voice from ChangMin through the phone. JaeJoong glanced at his watch and wondered how late ChangMin had made it last evening, it was past eleven and normally ChangMin was already busy with importing things for him such as eating or buying food at this time. “ChangMin, good morning!” JaeJoong tried to sound normal and he was successful, ChangMin did not notice something. “Can you come here when you are ready? I want to talk with you, and no, it can’t over the phone.” - “What? Why should I?” ChangMin’s voice sounded still sleepy and when he struggled out of his bed he was sighing and puffing from the effort. “What is wrong?” ChangMin sounded curious. “I want to know who Jung YunHo is, where he came from and why you have introduced us.” JaeJoong was now nervous again and walked in impatient circles around the coffee table, waiting for ChangMin’s response. ChangMin fell silent and JaeJoong thought for a moment that ChangMin had hung up on him. “Hyung, what are you talking about? I know no Jung YunHo and I have not introduced anyone to you, I was home yesterday and I went to bed early.”
JaeJoong stared ahead with a blank expression when he heard the words from his best friend. “W- What are you saying? I have seen you yesterday, you have taken me to a club and had introduced me to a man. You were telling that you were friends! JaeJoong’s voice sounded high and he had problems not scream to against his best friend. This must be a very bad joke! “Hyung, really, I don’t know what you are talking about. Are you sure you had nothing to drink yesterday? How are you feeling?” JaeJoong wanted to protest again but ChangMin was faster. “Do you know what, I’m coming to you! I’ll be there in one hour.” And after that ChangMin hung up the phone.
JaeJoong was sitting still for a long time and stared at the phone, wondering if ChangMin was right. Maybe had he drank too much and he had walked on his own to the hotel! And if he had drank something, then maybe he did not know how to find his way back to his own house! JaeJoong felt absently on the plaster in his neck and decided that ChangMin must be right. Maybe he had gotten the two wounds by accident or day or was he simple clumsy and had he wounded himself by accident! But still, it was not normal for him to become drunk and really, he could not remember that he had drunk anything! And besides that, JaeJoong knew that he was not creative enough to come up with this strange dream by himself!
As promised, ChangMin came after one hour to JaeJoong’s house and was very concerned about his friend. “Hyung, is everything alright?” Asked ChangMin immediately when JaeJoong had opened the front door and stepped with a dark expression on his face inside. JaeJoong forced a smile and felt again on the plaster in his neck and again, he doubted. He wondered if this all was really his imagination, or if it was real and he was really bitten by a strange man! “I’m fine, I’m only not sure if yesterday was real or not… I can’t remember if I had anything to drink but I’m sure that I have talked with you! You brought me to a club to introduce me to one of your friends. JaeJoong fell silent and watched ChangMin nervously. “And you know for sure that you had not drank too much yesterday? Alcohol can do strange things to your mind and maybe that’s the reason why you thought you were with me yesterday.” JaeJoong sounded hopefully, he knew that ChangMin could do strange things when he had drunk. ChangMin shook his head and looked apologetically at JaeJoong, “sorry Hyung, I’m sure that I was home, the whole evening. I have eaten snacks and have watched a show on the television.” ChangMin paused and looked alarmed at JaeJoong, “What happened? “Has someone harassed you?” ChangMin stared at the plaster in JaeJoong’s neck and was angry. “Who is it?” ChangMin wanted to help his best friend and would not accept it if someone was bothering JaeJoong.
“No, I can’t remember it…” stammered JaeJoong sliding his hands uncomfortably deep into his pockets and made a decision. He decided to not think about it anymore and just forget the whole incident. Maybe ChangMin was right and he had drank too much, even though he could not remember it. But he found it strange that he had a dream, so real and so… Scary… And now, when he thought about it, he could exactly describe how this Jung YunHo had looked like. How his voice had sounded and… JaeJoong stopped, he had goose bumps over his whole body from the mere thought of that man. And now that he thought about him, he felt… strange… As if he missed something… “Hyung?” ChangMin sounded really worried now and placed his hand on JaeJoong’s shoulder. “Is everything okay? Maybe you must sit down.” JaeJoong protested when ChangMin helped him to the couch and got a glass of water from the kitchen. “ChangMin, really… I’m fine.” I only had a strange evening yesterday, that’s all.”
It took a long time for JaeJoong to convince ChangMin that he did not need to worry about him and eventually ChangMin left. JaeJoong must confess that he felt really better after his talk with ChangMin and he started to believe that ChangMin was right. Maybe he had drank too much and he could not remember it! And ChangMin’s theory that he only had a strange dream, caused by the alcohol sounded also right! Now he was convinced that nothing had happened yesterday and that he had only dreamed strange, caused by the alcohol so he felt calmer and he decided to not thing about it any longer. It was a beautiful day, the sun was shining and he wanted to do something, to distract himself. He wanted to go to the market and buy something for his cooking, and with new energy he looked in the refrigerator, looking for the stuff he needed from the marked. He wanted to make Bulgogi but he had not all the ingredients.
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Now that he had made the choice for what he wanted to make for his dinner he grabbed his keys and left his house. But when he stepped outside and into the bright sunshine he froze. His eyes were blinded by the light! He had to close his tearful eyes and looked at the ground when he stumbled with half closed eyes back inside his house. Once he was back inside his house, and out of the sunlight he blinked with his eyes and realized that he must have a hangover, which meant that he had really drank yesterday. In the drawer from his bedroom he found his sunglasses and with the glasses on his face he opened the front door again and walked outside. It was not hard to be in the sunlight now that he was wearing his glasses, maybe a little bit weird, to walk with sun glasses when nobody else had them on but he shrugged it off. the market was thankfully indoors and he did not need to wear his sun glasses. He bought all the stuff he needed and bowed respectfully for the salesman before he left the market, on his way home.
The walk, back to his home was uncomfortable, he had a painful, warm and uneasy feeling in his neck, on his arms and by his shoulders. In the shining sun and with his sun glasses on he could see what was wrong and fastened his walk. He tried to walk in the shadow the whole time to help his burning eyes. But to his greatest irritation he felt a headache coming up! When he was home he slammed the door close behind him and grabbed a glass of cold water. He wanted to look at his painful arms but he decided to first put his food in the refrigerator. When he was done he walked back to the bench and sat down. He took of his shirt and was shocked when he saw that his arms, neck en shoulders were red, burned from the sun! He was not badly burned, he was a little red but it was stinging.
JaeJoong stared with a blank expression at his burned skin and wondered how it was possible that he was burned. It was a sunny day, but it was not so warm that he could burn himself. He even had walked in the shadow on his way back home! JaeJoong sighed for the umpteenth time that day and searched in his medicine cabinet for a lotion he could use for his burned skin. He found the lotion in the back of the cabinet and rubbed his sensitive skin with it, hoping that by the end of the day the uneasy feeling would be gone and he started to work with his household. This week he had not much time to do his work at home because he had done a lot of interviews, trying to find work. But now he had time he wanted to clean his house, he needed to do the laundry and put clean sheets on his bed, he even found a bad smelling sock under his bed.
While JaeJoong worked he heard a strange sound, as if someone was whispering next him and when he tried to ignore it the whispers began to sound louder. He could now recognize the voices from his neighbors! It seemed that his neighbors quarreled with each other and JaeJoong tried again, to ignore it but after a few minutes he felt irritated. He wondered why his neighbors were quarreling outside in the garden, where everyone could hear them! Eventually JaeJoong opened the window and wanted to ask his neighbors, who were a young couple, if everything was okay but he saw nobody outside! The door and the window were even closed, but he had heard them! He left his house and quickly looked, but unnoticed at the house from his neighbors and saw that they were standing in the living room, facing each other with angry expressions on their faces. JaeJoong stood still and stared at the quarreling couple, wondering why they were talking so loudly and walked back, inside. In his own home he still heard the whole conversation and his headache felt now worse than a few minutes before.
JaeJoong sat down on the bench and took held his head in his hands. He sat there for a few minutes with closed eyes, trying to ignore the sudden sick feeling. Suddenly he remembered he had felt the same dizziness and had the same spinning feeling in his head! This was exactly the same feeling as he had felt in his dream, yesterday… And now he felt the same sickness as yesterday he realized that he could lie to himself as much as he wanted, but what had happened yesterday was real! He recognized the feeling he had and he knew that he had felt it yesterday , but now it was worse! JaeJoong stumbled upstairs, to his bedroom and let himself fall on his bed, too exhausted to pull of his clothes and closed his eyes, forgetting his plans to make dinner. JaeJoong was not sure if he had fallen asleep or not, but when he opened his eyes again he saw that it was dark in his bedroom and… He saw that someone was sitting next to him on the bed! JaeJoong opened his eyes wide and fell with a loud scream out of bed He fell with his back on the hard floor. JaeJoong could clearly see in the twilight who was sitting on his bed and with fear in his eyes he crawled back. He recognized the pale face, the brown hair and the gray eyes from the intruder! “I… I’ll call the police!” Warned JaeJoong but even he heard how his voice was shaking from the overwhelming fear.
When JaeJoong looked at YunHo he did not see what he suspected to see, YunHo did not look at him like he wanted to hurt him, he only sat on JaeJoong’s bed and watched him… JaeJoong wanted to stand up but his head was hurting too much. He fell back on the ground and looked in around him in panic. This could not be real! JaeJoong began searching for his phone but remembered that he had left it downstairs after he had called ChangMin this morning. JaeJoong tried to stand up again and this time he was successful, despite of his headache, his burned skin and even his dizzy feeling. JaeJoong struggled when he was standing up and needed to lean against the wall for support in a attempt to not fall again.
YunHo rose slowly and looked concerned at JaeJoong, but JaeJoong did not see it. The only thing JaeJoong saw was a man, in his bedroom, who had done something yesterday with him and had left him alone in a hotel! A man he did not know! And how had YunHo entered his house? All his doors were locked! JaeJoong stepped back when he saw that YunHo was coming closer and fell again roughly to the ground and hurt his knee when he hit the side of his bed. JaeJoong saw from the corners in his eyes that YunHo came closer and panicked, “go away! I don’t know who you are, go away!”JaeJoong thought about the things that YunHo could do to him if he wanted and rape ranked high on his list from scenarios. JaeJoong knew that he was not strong enough to fight YunHo and he was afraid for what YunHo wanted to do to him.
”Calm down… I’m not here to hurt you” YunHo’s voice sounded soothingly and strangely, JaeJoong felt calmer now, but his instincts were telling him to not trust him and to run, now! But his body was not reacting and he sat still, staring at YunHo with a strange mixed feeling inside him and he was confused. He did not understand what was happening now and why he could not ignore YunHo . He watched him when he was coming closer and eventually kneeled next him on the floor. YunHo placed his hand on JaeJoong’s shaking knee and radiated a soothing energy to JaeJoong. “I’m not here to hurt you, JaeJoong…” YunHo could clearly hear JaeJoong’s loud pounding heartbeat, his ragged breathing and he could smell the cold sweat on his forehead and felt sorry for JaeJoong.
JaeJoong gathered all his courage and crawled further backwards, away from YunHo and felt the door behind him but he found out that de door was locked and the key was nowhere to find!
Next Chapter: [2.]