Demon Desire
Title: Demon Desire
Author: soneayeong
Genre: Gore, Fantasy, Romance, Yaoi, Angst, Mystery, DBSK, Horror
Rating: Nc 17
Length: Chaptered
Pairing: JaeHo
Warning: Underage YunHo
A/N: Unbetaed
Summary:
A boy is born to serve him,
A boy is born to love him,
A boy is born to bear his child
And…
A boy is born to die for him…
Previous: Prologue + Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Strange voices
Okay, what… had just happened? The sixteen year old boy sat down on his new bed and stared totally stunned ahead of him. “A king…” muttered YunHo, deep in thought. How was it possible that a king needed something from him? He was just a normal ordinary boy and nothing more! Not that he complained about it, JaeJoong seemed to be really nice and friendly, and… he wasn’t ugly either! This man was more handsome than he remembered from his dreams and… he liked it! His cheeks reddened while he thought about JaeJoong and he shifted uneasy. He wasn’t supposed to fall in love with him right? He was a king and the young boy was sure that a person who was so handsome as JaeJoong would already have been married to a beautiful young woman, and besides that, it wasn’t healthy to like somebody only because of a few dreams and a past memory! That was just… strange! Did JaeJoong thought that he was strange? He didn’t hoped it because he didn’t wanted to go back to his old home and to see the woman who had taken care of him again! He just KNEW that she didn’t would hug him when he was back or would be happy with him, he knew that he wasn’t loved there and he didn’t wanted to go back to a place where he didn’t belonged! He even didn’t knew her name! He always had called her ma'am…
But… how did the palace look like? Was it smart to look around now? JaeJoong had told him to rest but he also had told him that he could leave his bedroom when he wanted, as long as he would take the guard with him who was standing beside his door, waiting for him to ask something and even to protect him? He walked slowly toward the door and placed his hand over the door handle, but… he heard something from outside his bedroom, it were voices but… the voices didn’t sounded normal, it was as if the persons who were speaking there were… talking again in another language and with hoarse voices, they sounded scary! Not so sure if it would be a good idea to walk around in the palace because he was hearing those voices again he did a step away from the door. What was happening? Were the persons who were letting all those poop people scream here in the palace? He didn’t hoped it, but because he didn’t knew what he needed to do if he would be in danger, he decided that he would leave this room only with JaeJoong for the first time and if the strange voices didn’t stopped soon. He also wanted to see the guard first when JaeJoong was still with him if that was possible, but if he needed something before JaeJoong was coming toward him he knew that he needed to be brave and to just do it.
But just when he removed his hand from the door handle the voices stopped and… everything became silent! Had they heard him coming? Did they knew that he was listening to them? Was he in danger? Slowly he did a step away from the door and away from the strange voices, watching the door the whole time, afraid that it suddenly would open and that he would see the shadows from his dreams, the same shadows what have killed his mom… But nothing happened and the door stayed close. But unknown for YunHo somebody was watching him, a person was standing in the darkest shadows behind him in his bedroom… A person with black eyes was watching him curious, trying to understand him. But when the person in the shadows saw the nervous look in the eyes from the sixteen year old he frowned, fear was something he never had understood, he only knew that he could use the fear from others to use them and to let them do all things he wanted. Knowing where somebody was afraid of was a great power, fear was one of his best weapons to torture his slaves!
But seeing this human boy, scared and unsure standing in his bedroom with his arms wrapped around himself, something strange happened and the figure in the shadows felt sorry for the sixteen year old… YunHo ran back to his bed and hide under his blanket, trying to shut everything out and to just… hope that the persons who were on the other side of his door wouldn’t enter his bedroom… And because YunHo was hiding under his blanket he didn’t saw how JaeJoong stepped out the shadows and walked slowly toward him. He didn’t noticed that JaeJoong placed his hand only a few inches above his head and he didn’t saw that every shadow inside this bedroom started to move for a few seconds, but the next moment… His eyes became heavy and… He fell asleep…
He was back again, as a little kid and standing behind his mom, he was afraid and tried to hide behind her because she was also afraid for something he didn’t understood and… he had became afraid because he saw the fear from his mom, her fear was affecting him, not understanding what was happening or where she was afraid for, but just knowing that she feared something, he pressed himself closer against his mom. “Mommy? What is wrong?” Asked YunHo in his dream with a childish voice because he was seven years old again. But his mommy didn’t responded to him, she just… tried to hide him behind her, to keep him away from something. “Mommy, I’m scared” cried the little kid and he tried to look up, to see his mom, to see her face but… It was simply impossible to see her face, it was strange, but… he couldn’t see her clearly and the dream started to fade away after a few minutes… “Mommy! Don’t go away, don’t leave me again!” Begged the little kid and then… he saw him… He saw JaeJoong’s face… Smiling and friendly… He was telling him that he was safe and that he didn’t needed to be afraid any longer… “Ssst… I’m here… you are safe” whispered JaeJoong while he took the little kid by his hand. The little kid looked up and he saw… JaeJoong’s eyes were red! Red like blood…
“NOO!” Screamed YunHo and he… awakened. He sat upright in bed and blinked a few times with his eyes and he felt that his cheeks were wet from a few tears. Where was he? And why had he dreamed about JaeJoong with his eyes… red!? While he looked around him he saw vaguely that a shadow moved, as if somebody had just been standing beside him, but that was impossible right? There was nobody here so he concluded that he was imagined himself things because he still wasn’t fully awake. And then he remembered where he was… He was in a palace! JaeJoong had invited him to live with him and this was his new bedroom! Now fully awakened he looked around him while he removed the tears with his sleeve, wondering when he had fallen asleep and why his dream had been different than normal, he had NEVER before dreamed about JaeJoong with his eyes red like this time, this dream had been so strange! What did his dream mean? Had he been affected by all the strange things he had heard since he had been living here? He had never left his old home before and when he had left eventually he had heard a lot scaring things, so maybe he had just been a little afraid all the time and the strange sounds he had heard outside his bedroom weren’t helping him ether to sleep without nightmares… So yeah, maybe he was dreaming so strange because he was just nervous and unsure about almost everything…
Leaving his bed he walked slowly toward the door, curious if he still heard those strange voices and placed his ear against the door, but… it was silent on the other side. Nothing was moving there and nobody was talking, he also didn’t heard how anybody walked near his bedroom… just nothing! Relieved he did a step away from the door and wondered how late it was and for how long he had been asleep. JaeJoong had told him to talk with him the next day but… when was that and where wanted he to talk about? It was always dark here so there was no way for him to know if it was already light outside or not, and if it was time for him to prepare himself for the day. He didn’t wanted to sleep for the whole day while JaeJoong was waiting for him, that would be so rude! And… his cheeks reddened again when he thought about it, but he wanted to see him again! The thought that he would miss JaeJoong while he was asleep was making him sad and he decided that he REALLY needed to know what time it was right now! So he searched everywhere in the room to find a clock or just a simple watch, but he found nothing! “This is stupid” muttered YunHo while he turned his back toward a large shadow in the furthers corner inside his bedroom. And while he stood with his back toward the shadows he missed how a pair of red eyes were watching him thoughtfully. JaeJoong was standing behind him in his shadow form and… He didn’t knew it!
And yes, he had the feeling that he was watched by someone, but that wasn’t such a strange feeling, he had that feeling almost every moment of the day, as long as he could remember it, so he didn’t paid much attention to the fact the felt watched at the moment. He didn’t turned around to look behind him if somebody was standing there, just because he knew that he was imagined himself things, he had never seen anything so there would be no difference this time! But besides that, he had more important things to do now than worry about his feelings, he needed to know what time it was and if he needed to prepare himself for JaeJoong! So, because he didn’t knew anything better to do, he decided to look outside his bedroom, even now that he still was afraid and unsure about what was outside there. He was still afraid for the strange sounds he had heard yesterday, but they were all gone now so he was safe here, right? JaeJoong had also told him that if he needed anything he just needed to ask it, so… he decided to just do it, to be brave and he opened the door with a loud pounding heartbeat.
How did the guard look lake, and would he be nice? Or… was he friends with the persons he had heard yesterday! He shivered and was sure that somebody who had a voice like that wasn’t a very good and friendly person, it was just too scary! He looked first left from him when he had opened the door, not knowing where he could find the guard who needed to company him every time, but the hallway was empty, he saw nobody. And also when he looked in the other direction he didn’t saw anyone, so… where was the guard where JaeJoong had talked about? He was alone here and… he didn’t liked that, to be alone here while he KNEW that there were scary people here… And when he looked around him he had again a bad feeling by the shadows he saw all around him, it almost seemed as if they were moving, but that wasn’t possible, so he tried to not look at them. “Good morning sir, what can I do for you” spoke a voice suddenly from besides him. Shocked and totally NOT expecting that somebody was standing behind him he turned around to see who was standing behind him and since when. He looked at the man and felt… he didn’t liked it to be around this man! His eyes were strange, they were brown, but REALLY dark brown and he… There was something wrong with him, he didn’t knew WHAT was wrong about this man, but something was definitely not normal about him! The way he moved, the look in his eyes and… Why was he looking so strange at him?
“Eh… I…- Eh… I didn’t saw you earlier, eh… How did you come here so quick?”He was sure that the hallway had been empty just a few seconds before so the guard must have run over fast, to be here so quickly, but… he didn’t had heard anything! How had this man came so quick and so close besides him? He looked behind the man and then he realized something, everywhere were shadows, but this man had no shadow behind him! How was that possible? Why didn’t he had a shadow? Everybody had a shadow right? He frowned and stared uneasy at the man and didn’t saw that the man was observing him. “Sir, what can I do for you” repeated the man with a monotone sounding voice. Startled and still uneasy he looked up at the guard and swallowed. What was he doing here again? … Oh, yeah… He wanted to know if he had a watch or a clock so that he knew what time it was… “Eh… Do you… Eh… Know that time it is? I have no watch and… JaeJoong said that he would come but… I don’t know when…” He knew that he was stuttering again and he felt really ashamed now, AGAIN!
This guard was already strange and now he really thought that he was a fool of a imbecile!! But, to his surprise the guard… made a deep bow for him and handled him HIS golden watch! “Is there something more I can do for you Sir?” Asked the guard with another bow but YunHo didn’t answered him at first, he stared stunned at this man. Why was this guard acting as if he was… his boss? He had called YunHo sir but why? And… He looked at the golden watch in his hands and frowned again, had he now given him HIS watch? But why? Was he… important? Did the guard knew something he didn’t knew? His cheeks reddened some more and he nodded. “Eh, t- thanks… I- I eh… only want to eh… know when JaeJoong is coming back.” He looked down and avoided it to look at the guard, he still didn’t knew what to think about this man without a shadow who called him sir and who bowed all the time for him! It was just so strange, but… He was relieved that this man was acting polite to him and that he wasn’t acting mean or scary, but still he didn’t trusted him!
“Master will visit you within a hour, sir” spoke the guard, again with a deep bow. “Eh, thanks” muttered YunHo and turned around to hide inside his bedroom but just when he stepped inside his room he… tripped over the threshold and almost fall forward! He was luckily fast enough to grab himself against the door to prevent that he would have fallen to the ground! Oh nooooo! Why am I making a fool of myself! Screamed a little voice inside his head while he ran inside his bedroom and slammed the door behind him, too ashamed to look back if the guard had seen him and was laughing or not! So when he had slammed the door shut behind him he leaned against the door and closed his eyes. Stupid, stupd stupid!!! WHY O WHY WAS HE SO STUPID!!! He hated it to act this way, but if he was honest to himself he knew why he was acting like this and why he was stuttering, why he had almost fallen over the threshold end everything else! He was acting this way because he had never been in such a situation before, he had always lived a protected live where he KNEW what he needed to expect, where every day was the same, where there were no strange things or things he didn’t knew or didn’t expected!
This place and everything what has happened was… new for him and he didn’t knew how he could handle this situation! It was just all so confusing and he really had no idea what he needed to do and what JaeJoong expected from him. It all made him so nervous and he hated it! But… there was nothing he could do about it and he knew it… After he had taken a few breaths and had calmed down he looked at the golden watch he had in his hands and saw that he had only thirty minutes left before JaeJoong would visit him and he needed to be ready! Quickly he looked troubled around him, he didn’t had brought much with him, only his clothes and eh… his clothes weren’t from the best quality because they were all hand made by the woman who had taken care of him. And now that he thought about his clothes he was sure that they weren’t good enough for JaeJoong, he was a king and a king owned only the best! So he would look poor and dirty in his old clothes compared with JaeJoong! He was now really worried and bite his lip, wondering what he needed to do and which of his clothes were good enough to wear today. He opened the door to the bathroom and missed how one of the shadows in his bedroom moved and how suddenly a pair of clothes appeared from the shadows, right besides his bed and on the floor.
one of the candles, which strangely never went out, started flashing, creating more shadows but it also drew his attention toward the candle. He looked down and saw… the clothes? Huh? He didn’t had seen them earlier, but maybe he just had missed them because he had been so tried yesterday and so afraid today? But, that was not important now, he had found clothes! Had JaeJoong left them for him? Did he knew that he needed new clothes? Maybe he had seen how poor he was and what clothes he had wore yesterday… Again, his cheeks colored red from embarrassment but he also was thankful for the clothes! He quickly grabbed them and ran toward the bathroom to shower and to look at his new clothes! And while he did that, when he ran toward the bathroom and when he closed the door behind him, a shadow followed him silent and quick, into the bathroom. The shadow crept in a dark corner and waited, watching YunHo curious and looked at everything he did. But if he would have turned around to look closer at the shadow, than he would have been able to recognize JaeJoong in there, but only if he was looking REALLY close and careful and IF the shadow decided to stay so that he could look at him.
But the shadow knew that YunHo didn’t would look behind him to inspect what was behind him, or to look closer at what was hidden inside the shadow, he was simply too scared to do so. But for now it was good that YunHo didn’t knew that he was followed by JaeJoong. And… It was perverted what JaeJoong was doing, because JaeJoong was much older than YunHo, he looked like a man from maybe twenty-six years old, but his real age was over the thousand years old while YunHo was just sixteen, and he was watching him in the bathroom while the sixteen year old was showering! YunHo didn’t knew that he was watched so he didn’t hesitated to unclothe himself and to step under the warm shower. He closed his eyes and tried to relax because he was so tensed! “Why am I so stupid” muttered YunHo softly to himself and didn’t looked really happy at the moment. The shadow crept slowly closer toward YunHo now that he had closed his eyes and was now observing him, curious how his new bride was look like without his clothes. He was a demon, so he didn’t really cared about what was moral or not, he just did what he wanted and didn’t cared about anything besides his own desires. And it was not really a problem, as long as YunHo didn’t would see him…
For a moment were JaeJoong’s eyes visible in the shadows, red because of the lust he felt for the human boy, but he NEEDED to wait, the human boy was not ready for him, not yet. But waiting was difficult, especially now that he had found his bride, where he had waited for all those ages, and now that he almost had what he wanted was it really hard to wait any longer! But he FORCED himself to calm down and to let his eyes turn back to normal, he needed to win the love from the human boy first before he could do something! But watching him while he showered was really pleasured him, he even liked it to see his human, to know how his body moved and maybe he even would discover what he liked because he NEEDED to let the human boy love him, he needed to win his trust and to let him enjoy it to have sex with him when it was time for him to make the first move. But what he saw didn’t surprised him, YunHo was still very young and innocent, he didn’t touched himself and JaeJoong had even the impression that YunHo didn’t had done anything before to himself like stroking himself or pleasuring himself, like a normal human boy from his age would do. And that was good! He had ordered his servant, the woman who had taken care of YunHo, to KEEP HIM INNOCENT because YunHo was his and only HE was allowed to touch him and HE needed to learn the human boy how he could pleasure himself and he was the only one who was allowed to have him! He and nobody else!
YunHo was HIS possession and now that he as watching his bride he saw that everything had gone as planned. But when YunHo started to wash himself he decided that he had seen enough, he needed to leave now before he couldn’t hold himself back any longer and he would do something he would regret later, and he disappeared into the shadows and left the bathroom and later also YunHo’s bedroom, leaving his bride alone for the last few minutes he had before he would come back to his bride, as a normal human and no longer in his shadow form. He crept from shadow to shadow through his palace and toward his personal quarters, scaring everybody away from him when he passed his demon servants, who were all smart enough to keep their distance when they saw how their master was passing them. Inside his personal quarters he growled frustrated, he really wanted to claim his bride, to make him his, but he couldn’t do it now! Frustrated he started to stroke himself, faster and faster, trying to relieve himself and while he did that he hissed, still frustrated. The only reason why he didn’t had raped one of his slaves was YunHo. He was a demon, but even he, a demon lord, was bound to a few rules, and one of the rules was to only choose ONE human to have sex with and to keep that human, forever. And… he had chosen YunHo…
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Meanwhile, on the other side of the palace was YunHo already done with his shower and he sat VERY nervous on his bet, looking every minute at his watch to see if it was already time for JaeJoong to come back to him to visit him like he had promised. Five more minutes… Pff, waiting was really boring and it seemed almost as if the time had slowed down! Four minutes… Frustrated he put his watch away, knowing that he only would frustrate himself more if he would look at his watch more and he just… waited, thinking about JaeJoong and what he would do with him today and if he would tell YunHo some more about this palace and why he was here. He knew that JaeJoong wanted to wait with telling him some things, but he always could hope for more information, right? And again, he wondered if JaeJoong already had married and if he would meet the woman he had married to. He didn’t hoped that she was beautiful because he KNEW that he would be VERY jealous if she was. Hmm, had JaeJoong wore a wedding ring? If not maybe he was still… available? But just when he had thought about that he shook his head and felt even more frustrated! Why was he thinking that way?! JaeJoong was a king and he had servants, so he was stupid for him to like somebody like JaeJoong, he was much too important for him and he was really not good enough for the king! And he was older than he… It was just strange for him to like JaeJoong and to think about things like this! Would JaeJoong be disgusted with him if he would discover that he liked JaeJoong? He didn’t hoped it but he also was too afraid to tell him about his feelings. He needed to keep them secret! Yes, he needed to do that…
Somebody knocked on his door and… JaeJoong stepped into his bedroom! And even now that he had decided that he would hide his feelings for JaeJoong, not only because he just KNEW that he was not good enough for him, but also because he was secretly a little afraid because he had NO idea what a relationship was and what he needed to do for it, he looked at JaeJoong’s hands. Oh, no wedding ring? His eyes widened but he quickly looked away from JaeJoong’s hands. He knew that it wasn’t good for him to have feelings like this, but he was relieved that JaeJoong wasn’t wearing a ring, maybe a little too relieved… His cheeks colored red and he tried to hide his colored face by looking in another direction. “Eh… G- good morning” stuttered YunHo.
“Good morning” repeated JaeJoong with a friendly smile and looked at the human boy who was now fully dressed. “I see that you have found the clothes I have left for you yesterday” lied JaeJoong. He didn’t had left the clothes yesterday but just a hour ago, but it was better to let YunHo believe that he had been alone all the time. YunHo’s eyes widened some more, how could he have forgotten to thank JaeJoong for the clothes? STUPID, STUPID, STUPID! Now he seemed ungrateful to JaeJoong!! Quickly he opened his mouth to say something, to show JaeJoong that he wasn’t ungrateful and that he liked his new clothes! “Eh! Yes, I like them! Thank you and eh…” He knew that he needed to say something more, but he was just speechless and he just couldn’t force himself to stared at the handsome man in front of him. “YunHo, look at me” JaeJoong sounded friendly but because he still was ashamed he hesitated to do what him was told he didn’t looked up and started to panic, he really didn’t knew now what he needed to do now or what to say to JaeJoong! He was again making a fool of himself! He was afraid that if he would look at JaeJoong he would see a disappointed look in his eyes, and he knew that he couldn’t handle it if JaeJoong would look like that at him! And then… suddenly… He felt a pair of lips on his forehead! “Don’t be ashamed YunHo, relax and be yourself” whispered JaeJoong with his lips still against his heated forehead…
Author: soneayeong
Genre: Gore, Fantasy, Romance, Yaoi, Angst, Mystery, DBSK, Horror
Rating: Nc 17
Length: Chaptered
Pairing: JaeHo
Warning: Underage YunHo
A/N: Unbetaed
Summary:
A boy is born to serve him,
A boy is born to love him,
A boy is born to bear his child
And…
A boy is born to die for him…
Previous: Prologue + Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Strange voices
Okay, what… had just happened? The sixteen year old boy sat down on his new bed and stared totally stunned ahead of him. “A king…” muttered YunHo, deep in thought. How was it possible that a king needed something from him? He was just a normal ordinary boy and nothing more! Not that he complained about it, JaeJoong seemed to be really nice and friendly, and… he wasn’t ugly either! This man was more handsome than he remembered from his dreams and… he liked it! His cheeks reddened while he thought about JaeJoong and he shifted uneasy. He wasn’t supposed to fall in love with him right? He was a king and the young boy was sure that a person who was so handsome as JaeJoong would already have been married to a beautiful young woman, and besides that, it wasn’t healthy to like somebody only because of a few dreams and a past memory! That was just… strange! Did JaeJoong thought that he was strange? He didn’t hoped it because he didn’t wanted to go back to his old home and to see the woman who had taken care of him again! He just KNEW that she didn’t would hug him when he was back or would be happy with him, he knew that he wasn’t loved there and he didn’t wanted to go back to a place where he didn’t belonged! He even didn’t knew her name! He always had called her ma'am…
But… how did the palace look like? Was it smart to look around now? JaeJoong had told him to rest but he also had told him that he could leave his bedroom when he wanted, as long as he would take the guard with him who was standing beside his door, waiting for him to ask something and even to protect him? He walked slowly toward the door and placed his hand over the door handle, but… he heard something from outside his bedroom, it were voices but… the voices didn’t sounded normal, it was as if the persons who were speaking there were… talking again in another language and with hoarse voices, they sounded scary! Not so sure if it would be a good idea to walk around in the palace because he was hearing those voices again he did a step away from the door. What was happening? Were the persons who were letting all those poop people scream here in the palace? He didn’t hoped it, but because he didn’t knew what he needed to do if he would be in danger, he decided that he would leave this room only with JaeJoong for the first time and if the strange voices didn’t stopped soon. He also wanted to see the guard first when JaeJoong was still with him if that was possible, but if he needed something before JaeJoong was coming toward him he knew that he needed to be brave and to just do it.
But just when he removed his hand from the door handle the voices stopped and… everything became silent! Had they heard him coming? Did they knew that he was listening to them? Was he in danger? Slowly he did a step away from the door and away from the strange voices, watching the door the whole time, afraid that it suddenly would open and that he would see the shadows from his dreams, the same shadows what have killed his mom… But nothing happened and the door stayed close. But unknown for YunHo somebody was watching him, a person was standing in the darkest shadows behind him in his bedroom… A person with black eyes was watching him curious, trying to understand him. But when the person in the shadows saw the nervous look in the eyes from the sixteen year old he frowned, fear was something he never had understood, he only knew that he could use the fear from others to use them and to let them do all things he wanted. Knowing where somebody was afraid of was a great power, fear was one of his best weapons to torture his slaves!
But seeing this human boy, scared and unsure standing in his bedroom with his arms wrapped around himself, something strange happened and the figure in the shadows felt sorry for the sixteen year old… YunHo ran back to his bed and hide under his blanket, trying to shut everything out and to just… hope that the persons who were on the other side of his door wouldn’t enter his bedroom… And because YunHo was hiding under his blanket he didn’t saw how JaeJoong stepped out the shadows and walked slowly toward him. He didn’t noticed that JaeJoong placed his hand only a few inches above his head and he didn’t saw that every shadow inside this bedroom started to move for a few seconds, but the next moment… His eyes became heavy and… He fell asleep…
He was back again, as a little kid and standing behind his mom, he was afraid and tried to hide behind her because she was also afraid for something he didn’t understood and… he had became afraid because he saw the fear from his mom, her fear was affecting him, not understanding what was happening or where she was afraid for, but just knowing that she feared something, he pressed himself closer against his mom. “Mommy? What is wrong?” Asked YunHo in his dream with a childish voice because he was seven years old again. But his mommy didn’t responded to him, she just… tried to hide him behind her, to keep him away from something. “Mommy, I’m scared” cried the little kid and he tried to look up, to see his mom, to see her face but… It was simply impossible to see her face, it was strange, but… he couldn’t see her clearly and the dream started to fade away after a few minutes… “Mommy! Don’t go away, don’t leave me again!” Begged the little kid and then… he saw him… He saw JaeJoong’s face… Smiling and friendly… He was telling him that he was safe and that he didn’t needed to be afraid any longer… “Ssst… I’m here… you are safe” whispered JaeJoong while he took the little kid by his hand. The little kid looked up and he saw… JaeJoong’s eyes were red! Red like blood…
“NOO!” Screamed YunHo and he… awakened. He sat upright in bed and blinked a few times with his eyes and he felt that his cheeks were wet from a few tears. Where was he? And why had he dreamed about JaeJoong with his eyes… red!? While he looked around him he saw vaguely that a shadow moved, as if somebody had just been standing beside him, but that was impossible right? There was nobody here so he concluded that he was imagined himself things because he still wasn’t fully awake. And then he remembered where he was… He was in a palace! JaeJoong had invited him to live with him and this was his new bedroom! Now fully awakened he looked around him while he removed the tears with his sleeve, wondering when he had fallen asleep and why his dream had been different than normal, he had NEVER before dreamed about JaeJoong with his eyes red like this time, this dream had been so strange! What did his dream mean? Had he been affected by all the strange things he had heard since he had been living here? He had never left his old home before and when he had left eventually he had heard a lot scaring things, so maybe he had just been a little afraid all the time and the strange sounds he had heard outside his bedroom weren’t helping him ether to sleep without nightmares… So yeah, maybe he was dreaming so strange because he was just nervous and unsure about almost everything…
Leaving his bed he walked slowly toward the door, curious if he still heard those strange voices and placed his ear against the door, but… it was silent on the other side. Nothing was moving there and nobody was talking, he also didn’t heard how anybody walked near his bedroom… just nothing! Relieved he did a step away from the door and wondered how late it was and for how long he had been asleep. JaeJoong had told him to talk with him the next day but… when was that and where wanted he to talk about? It was always dark here so there was no way for him to know if it was already light outside or not, and if it was time for him to prepare himself for the day. He didn’t wanted to sleep for the whole day while JaeJoong was waiting for him, that would be so rude! And… his cheeks reddened again when he thought about it, but he wanted to see him again! The thought that he would miss JaeJoong while he was asleep was making him sad and he decided that he REALLY needed to know what time it was right now! So he searched everywhere in the room to find a clock or just a simple watch, but he found nothing! “This is stupid” muttered YunHo while he turned his back toward a large shadow in the furthers corner inside his bedroom. And while he stood with his back toward the shadows he missed how a pair of red eyes were watching him thoughtfully. JaeJoong was standing behind him in his shadow form and… He didn’t knew it!
And yes, he had the feeling that he was watched by someone, but that wasn’t such a strange feeling, he had that feeling almost every moment of the day, as long as he could remember it, so he didn’t paid much attention to the fact the felt watched at the moment. He didn’t turned around to look behind him if somebody was standing there, just because he knew that he was imagined himself things, he had never seen anything so there would be no difference this time! But besides that, he had more important things to do now than worry about his feelings, he needed to know what time it was and if he needed to prepare himself for JaeJoong! So, because he didn’t knew anything better to do, he decided to look outside his bedroom, even now that he still was afraid and unsure about what was outside there. He was still afraid for the strange sounds he had heard yesterday, but they were all gone now so he was safe here, right? JaeJoong had also told him that if he needed anything he just needed to ask it, so… he decided to just do it, to be brave and he opened the door with a loud pounding heartbeat.
How did the guard look lake, and would he be nice? Or… was he friends with the persons he had heard yesterday! He shivered and was sure that somebody who had a voice like that wasn’t a very good and friendly person, it was just too scary! He looked first left from him when he had opened the door, not knowing where he could find the guard who needed to company him every time, but the hallway was empty, he saw nobody. And also when he looked in the other direction he didn’t saw anyone, so… where was the guard where JaeJoong had talked about? He was alone here and… he didn’t liked that, to be alone here while he KNEW that there were scary people here… And when he looked around him he had again a bad feeling by the shadows he saw all around him, it almost seemed as if they were moving, but that wasn’t possible, so he tried to not look at them. “Good morning sir, what can I do for you” spoke a voice suddenly from besides him. Shocked and totally NOT expecting that somebody was standing behind him he turned around to see who was standing behind him and since when. He looked at the man and felt… he didn’t liked it to be around this man! His eyes were strange, they were brown, but REALLY dark brown and he… There was something wrong with him, he didn’t knew WHAT was wrong about this man, but something was definitely not normal about him! The way he moved, the look in his eyes and… Why was he looking so strange at him?
“Eh… I…- Eh… I didn’t saw you earlier, eh… How did you come here so quick?”He was sure that the hallway had been empty just a few seconds before so the guard must have run over fast, to be here so quickly, but… he didn’t had heard anything! How had this man came so quick and so close besides him? He looked behind the man and then he realized something, everywhere were shadows, but this man had no shadow behind him! How was that possible? Why didn’t he had a shadow? Everybody had a shadow right? He frowned and stared uneasy at the man and didn’t saw that the man was observing him. “Sir, what can I do for you” repeated the man with a monotone sounding voice. Startled and still uneasy he looked up at the guard and swallowed. What was he doing here again? … Oh, yeah… He wanted to know if he had a watch or a clock so that he knew what time it was… “Eh… Do you… Eh… Know that time it is? I have no watch and… JaeJoong said that he would come but… I don’t know when…” He knew that he was stuttering again and he felt really ashamed now, AGAIN!
This guard was already strange and now he really thought that he was a fool of a imbecile!! But, to his surprise the guard… made a deep bow for him and handled him HIS golden watch! “Is there something more I can do for you Sir?” Asked the guard with another bow but YunHo didn’t answered him at first, he stared stunned at this man. Why was this guard acting as if he was… his boss? He had called YunHo sir but why? And… He looked at the golden watch in his hands and frowned again, had he now given him HIS watch? But why? Was he… important? Did the guard knew something he didn’t knew? His cheeks reddened some more and he nodded. “Eh, t- thanks… I- I eh… only want to eh… know when JaeJoong is coming back.” He looked down and avoided it to look at the guard, he still didn’t knew what to think about this man without a shadow who called him sir and who bowed all the time for him! It was just so strange, but… He was relieved that this man was acting polite to him and that he wasn’t acting mean or scary, but still he didn’t trusted him!
“Master will visit you within a hour, sir” spoke the guard, again with a deep bow. “Eh, thanks” muttered YunHo and turned around to hide inside his bedroom but just when he stepped inside his room he… tripped over the threshold and almost fall forward! He was luckily fast enough to grab himself against the door to prevent that he would have fallen to the ground! Oh nooooo! Why am I making a fool of myself! Screamed a little voice inside his head while he ran inside his bedroom and slammed the door behind him, too ashamed to look back if the guard had seen him and was laughing or not! So when he had slammed the door shut behind him he leaned against the door and closed his eyes. Stupid, stupd stupid!!! WHY O WHY WAS HE SO STUPID!!! He hated it to act this way, but if he was honest to himself he knew why he was acting like this and why he was stuttering, why he had almost fallen over the threshold end everything else! He was acting this way because he had never been in such a situation before, he had always lived a protected live where he KNEW what he needed to expect, where every day was the same, where there were no strange things or things he didn’t knew or didn’t expected!
This place and everything what has happened was… new for him and he didn’t knew how he could handle this situation! It was just all so confusing and he really had no idea what he needed to do and what JaeJoong expected from him. It all made him so nervous and he hated it! But… there was nothing he could do about it and he knew it… After he had taken a few breaths and had calmed down he looked at the golden watch he had in his hands and saw that he had only thirty minutes left before JaeJoong would visit him and he needed to be ready! Quickly he looked troubled around him, he didn’t had brought much with him, only his clothes and eh… his clothes weren’t from the best quality because they were all hand made by the woman who had taken care of him. And now that he thought about his clothes he was sure that they weren’t good enough for JaeJoong, he was a king and a king owned only the best! So he would look poor and dirty in his old clothes compared with JaeJoong! He was now really worried and bite his lip, wondering what he needed to do and which of his clothes were good enough to wear today. He opened the door to the bathroom and missed how one of the shadows in his bedroom moved and how suddenly a pair of clothes appeared from the shadows, right besides his bed and on the floor.
one of the candles, which strangely never went out, started flashing, creating more shadows but it also drew his attention toward the candle. He looked down and saw… the clothes? Huh? He didn’t had seen them earlier, but maybe he just had missed them because he had been so tried yesterday and so afraid today? But, that was not important now, he had found clothes! Had JaeJoong left them for him? Did he knew that he needed new clothes? Maybe he had seen how poor he was and what clothes he had wore yesterday… Again, his cheeks colored red from embarrassment but he also was thankful for the clothes! He quickly grabbed them and ran toward the bathroom to shower and to look at his new clothes! And while he did that, when he ran toward the bathroom and when he closed the door behind him, a shadow followed him silent and quick, into the bathroom. The shadow crept in a dark corner and waited, watching YunHo curious and looked at everything he did. But if he would have turned around to look closer at the shadow, than he would have been able to recognize JaeJoong in there, but only if he was looking REALLY close and careful and IF the shadow decided to stay so that he could look at him.
But the shadow knew that YunHo didn’t would look behind him to inspect what was behind him, or to look closer at what was hidden inside the shadow, he was simply too scared to do so. But for now it was good that YunHo didn’t knew that he was followed by JaeJoong. And… It was perverted what JaeJoong was doing, because JaeJoong was much older than YunHo, he looked like a man from maybe twenty-six years old, but his real age was over the thousand years old while YunHo was just sixteen, and he was watching him in the bathroom while the sixteen year old was showering! YunHo didn’t knew that he was watched so he didn’t hesitated to unclothe himself and to step under the warm shower. He closed his eyes and tried to relax because he was so tensed! “Why am I so stupid” muttered YunHo softly to himself and didn’t looked really happy at the moment. The shadow crept slowly closer toward YunHo now that he had closed his eyes and was now observing him, curious how his new bride was look like without his clothes. He was a demon, so he didn’t really cared about what was moral or not, he just did what he wanted and didn’t cared about anything besides his own desires. And it was not really a problem, as long as YunHo didn’t would see him…
For a moment were JaeJoong’s eyes visible in the shadows, red because of the lust he felt for the human boy, but he NEEDED to wait, the human boy was not ready for him, not yet. But waiting was difficult, especially now that he had found his bride, where he had waited for all those ages, and now that he almost had what he wanted was it really hard to wait any longer! But he FORCED himself to calm down and to let his eyes turn back to normal, he needed to win the love from the human boy first before he could do something! But watching him while he showered was really pleasured him, he even liked it to see his human, to know how his body moved and maybe he even would discover what he liked because he NEEDED to let the human boy love him, he needed to win his trust and to let him enjoy it to have sex with him when it was time for him to make the first move. But what he saw didn’t surprised him, YunHo was still very young and innocent, he didn’t touched himself and JaeJoong had even the impression that YunHo didn’t had done anything before to himself like stroking himself or pleasuring himself, like a normal human boy from his age would do. And that was good! He had ordered his servant, the woman who had taken care of YunHo, to KEEP HIM INNOCENT because YunHo was his and only HE was allowed to touch him and HE needed to learn the human boy how he could pleasure himself and he was the only one who was allowed to have him! He and nobody else!
YunHo was HIS possession and now that he as watching his bride he saw that everything had gone as planned. But when YunHo started to wash himself he decided that he had seen enough, he needed to leave now before he couldn’t hold himself back any longer and he would do something he would regret later, and he disappeared into the shadows and left the bathroom and later also YunHo’s bedroom, leaving his bride alone for the last few minutes he had before he would come back to his bride, as a normal human and no longer in his shadow form. He crept from shadow to shadow through his palace and toward his personal quarters, scaring everybody away from him when he passed his demon servants, who were all smart enough to keep their distance when they saw how their master was passing them. Inside his personal quarters he growled frustrated, he really wanted to claim his bride, to make him his, but he couldn’t do it now! Frustrated he started to stroke himself, faster and faster, trying to relieve himself and while he did that he hissed, still frustrated. The only reason why he didn’t had raped one of his slaves was YunHo. He was a demon, but even he, a demon lord, was bound to a few rules, and one of the rules was to only choose ONE human to have sex with and to keep that human, forever. And… he had chosen YunHo…
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Meanwhile, on the other side of the palace was YunHo already done with his shower and he sat VERY nervous on his bet, looking every minute at his watch to see if it was already time for JaeJoong to come back to him to visit him like he had promised. Five more minutes… Pff, waiting was really boring and it seemed almost as if the time had slowed down! Four minutes… Frustrated he put his watch away, knowing that he only would frustrate himself more if he would look at his watch more and he just… waited, thinking about JaeJoong and what he would do with him today and if he would tell YunHo some more about this palace and why he was here. He knew that JaeJoong wanted to wait with telling him some things, but he always could hope for more information, right? And again, he wondered if JaeJoong already had married and if he would meet the woman he had married to. He didn’t hoped that she was beautiful because he KNEW that he would be VERY jealous if she was. Hmm, had JaeJoong wore a wedding ring? If not maybe he was still… available? But just when he had thought about that he shook his head and felt even more frustrated! Why was he thinking that way?! JaeJoong was a king and he had servants, so he was stupid for him to like somebody like JaeJoong, he was much too important for him and he was really not good enough for the king! And he was older than he… It was just strange for him to like JaeJoong and to think about things like this! Would JaeJoong be disgusted with him if he would discover that he liked JaeJoong? He didn’t hoped it but he also was too afraid to tell him about his feelings. He needed to keep them secret! Yes, he needed to do that…
Somebody knocked on his door and… JaeJoong stepped into his bedroom! And even now that he had decided that he would hide his feelings for JaeJoong, not only because he just KNEW that he was not good enough for him, but also because he was secretly a little afraid because he had NO idea what a relationship was and what he needed to do for it, he looked at JaeJoong’s hands. Oh, no wedding ring? His eyes widened but he quickly looked away from JaeJoong’s hands. He knew that it wasn’t good for him to have feelings like this, but he was relieved that JaeJoong wasn’t wearing a ring, maybe a little too relieved… His cheeks colored red and he tried to hide his colored face by looking in another direction. “Eh… G- good morning” stuttered YunHo.
“Good morning” repeated JaeJoong with a friendly smile and looked at the human boy who was now fully dressed. “I see that you have found the clothes I have left for you yesterday” lied JaeJoong. He didn’t had left the clothes yesterday but just a hour ago, but it was better to let YunHo believe that he had been alone all the time. YunHo’s eyes widened some more, how could he have forgotten to thank JaeJoong for the clothes? STUPID, STUPID, STUPID! Now he seemed ungrateful to JaeJoong!! Quickly he opened his mouth to say something, to show JaeJoong that he wasn’t ungrateful and that he liked his new clothes! “Eh! Yes, I like them! Thank you and eh…” He knew that he needed to say something more, but he was just speechless and he just couldn’t force himself to stared at the handsome man in front of him. “YunHo, look at me” JaeJoong sounded friendly but because he still was ashamed he hesitated to do what him was told he didn’t looked up and started to panic, he really didn’t knew now what he needed to do now or what to say to JaeJoong! He was again making a fool of himself! He was afraid that if he would look at JaeJoong he would see a disappointed look in his eyes, and he knew that he couldn’t handle it if JaeJoong would look like that at him! And then… suddenly… He felt a pair of lips on his forehead! “Don’t be ashamed YunHo, relax and be yourself” whispered JaeJoong with his lips still against his heated forehead…