The Difference Between Us : Chapter Eleven - harder than she thought
pairing: jesica/tiffany
rate: PG-13
genre: drama
“unnie…” Yoona sighed when she watched Jessica sleeping peacefully on her single bed. She closed the door and made her way to Yuri and Taeyeon who sat on the couch, worried.
Taeyeon buried her face on her hands and sometimes ramming her head at the wooden table. Yuri closed her eyes and massaged her forehead. They are both look horrible with those look on their faces. They are too worried about their best friend relationship because they think Jessica and Tiffany are too fragile to face this alone.
Yoona sat down behind Yuri and hugged her back. Yuri leaned against her and rested her head on Yoona’s shoulder. She inhale and exhale deeply.
“I bet I can’t sleep tonight”
“me too” Taeyeon recumbent on the floor. She groaned in frustration. “what we gonna do now? just wait her until she woke up and go to the campus tomorrow like nothing had happened?”
Yuri shrugged. “don’t know. But I’m gonna make her out tomorrow” she straightened her sit and kissed Yoona’s cheek before she got up. She grabbed her cell phone. “should I call Mr. Jung?”
“oh yeah you should and told him that Park Gyuri made his daughter drunk and tried to broke her with Tiffany” Taeyeon got up. She crossed her legs.
“agree. Call him and made him kick Gyuri Unnie from our campus. She is so damn annoying”
Yuri bit her lips than nodded. She searched for Jessica’s dad number and pushed the call button but than she shut it.
“ugh!” she groaned. “I-how can I told him that? I mean… look at her” she pointed the bed room door that Jessica slept in. “her dad gonna kill her first and won’t listen her explain. Duh, the Jungs”
“Yul… baby, calm down. He’ll listen to you. He knows you for years and he knows you wouldn’t tell a lie”
“besides, Gyuri is camp it up. She misapplied the project and the group. Hell!”
She sighed. “okay… okay, I’ll call him now”
She pushed the dial button and waited to Jessica’s dad to pick her call. He didn’t pick her call. Yuri pressed the dial button again and waited for a couple of second but then sighed in depression.
“he didn’t pick up my call” she said hopelessly.
“I knew it” Taeyeon huffed. “maybe he sleep already. It’s 3 in the morning”
The three of them busy with their own thought until the dead awkward silent filled the living room of Yoona’s apartment. They shift on their sit, tried so hard to find the comfortable one though they can’t find any with their mess thought.
1 hour passed
2 hours…
3 hours…
…
The door creaked opened and Jessica stepped out from the bedroom. She rubbed her eyes and found the other 3 girls dead asleep on the floor. Yoona sleep on Yuri’s hug when the older girl rested her head on Taeyeon’s thigh. She frowned as she realized that Yuri sleep - still - with her mini black dress.
She looked down at her body. Still with her red mini dress and make-up still plastered on her face. She took a look at her reflection on the tv screen.
“what…” she whispered.
She tried to remember what she was doing last night but she can’t remember anything. All she knows that she was dragged by Gyuri to the club.
FLASHBACK
“oh come on Sica. You came here often when you was dated me” Gyuri dragged her in to the club that she usually came when she has a spare time.
Jessica rolled her eyes as she answered.
“I’m not came here anymore since I dated Fany”
Gyuri scoffed.
“we can’t do our project here. Let’s find another place”
Gyuri grabbed her hand and pulled her closer. She smiled with her angelic smiled while she caressed Jessica’s face softly. Jessica gulped, looked her groggily.
“you scared to came here now?” she bit her lips and wished to Jessica ear.
Jessica can feel her warm breath on her neck and can smell her perfume. Unexpectedly, Jessica buried her face on Gyuri hair sniff her wonderful smell. Gyuri smiled wildly.
“why would I scared?” Jessica said as she rested her hands in Gyuri’s waist.
Gyuri giggled and looked at her eyes. Her expression was all blank but adorable in the same time. She grabbed Jessica hand and led her to the couch in the end of the hallway. They sat next to each other while they waited for the rest of the group to arrive.
“drink?” Gyuri asked.
“yes please. Anything is fine”
She nodded and left Jessica sat alone. Jessica leaned against the back seat on the couch as she felt her call phone vibrated on her pocket. When she about to took it, Gyuri came with two glasses of alcohol. She gave Jessica one and sat beside her. Jessica tossed down the alcohol without take a look at it twice. Gyuri smiled even wider than before as she take a gulped her alcohol. She placed her glass on the table and stared at Jessica.
“uh… Gyuri. what is that?” Jessica asked pointed at the now empty glass.
“you favorite. Why? You don’t like it anymore?” she lifted her eyebrow.
“no… um… not that. But its taste stronger than before” she massage her forehead. “are you sure that ‘s my favorite?”
She shifted closer to Jessica and hold of her hand. Jessica looked at the blonde beside her and held on Gyuri hand as she leaned closer to her. Just and inched before their lips meet, Jessica pulled back and started at Gyuri. Drunk, her vision become blur, she felt her head would blew up anytime soon, her eyes can’t opened any longer, her brain stopped working.
She leaned against the couch as she felt Gyuri’s lips kissed her lustfully. She can’t help but kissed her back, she can’t think anything, she can’t remember anything. She closed her eyes when Gyuri kissed her neck - not because she enjoyed it, much because the pain on her head. Minutes letter she can’t see anything. All pitch black.
END FLASHBACK
‘what did I do?’ she thought when she sees so many love mark on her neck.
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Tiffany shifted for the nth time on her sit, waiting for her girlfriend to come home. This is 10 in the morning and Jessica hasn’t come home yet since last night. She started to worried, Jessica didn’t picked up her call and didn’t replied her text message. She take a look at her phone and than she looked at her watch before she glance at the front door, hope it’ll be creaked open and she can sees Jessica behind the wooden door.
She stood up and made her way to the kitchen. A cup of hot chocolate would be very great to calm her down a little bit. She heard the door creaked opened and a smile grew on her pale face - she hadn’t sleep yet for the entire night. Tiffany took a peek from the kitchen wall and saw Jessica closed the door behind her.
Jessica POV
“Jessi?”
I jumped in shocked and look at her direction. She looked so pale, I can she her eye bags and the dark circle underneath her eyes make me worried. I bet she hasn’t sleep yet. I forced her smile
“where were you last night?” she asked, walking to my direction.
“I-I um…” I gulped, sweating. “I… had to… to…”
I can’t finish my words. Hell, what am I supposed to say? I was in the club with Gyuri and drunk and when I woke up I got a tons of love marks on my neck? Or… I was dragged by Gyuri to the club, I kissed her, she brought me a drink, I’m drunk, we made up, and when I got sober I already at Yoona’s apartment? Geez! I’m a super stupid girlfriend ever!
I looked down to my toes, not dare to look at her innocent face. I made a mistake, a very big mistake though I swear I can’t remember anything that I do last night with her. Tiffany lifted my chin with her finger and looked at me with a concern stare. I felt guilty I’m not the one who deserve her love.
“are you okay? why you use a scarf?”
She looked at a blue scarf that I borrowed from Yoona to hide this damn love mark on my neck.
“not-not really”
She opened her mouth but I cut her.
“Tiff, I am… tired. not feeling so… well. I need a rest”
I walked pass her and she grabbed my wrist. I don’t turn back, I can’t see her face, just because of it I can cried my eyes out and not sure when and how I can stopped it.
“I miss you”
I froze as I closed my eyes, my heart stop beating, sweat all around my body. I want to answer it and say that I miss her too but there is something in me that stopped me to say those words. I sigh and replied it with a nodded as I made my way to the second floor.
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Author POV
Yuri knocked the door in front of her and let herself in before Mr. Jung can let her. Jessica’s dad smiled at her behind her desk when Yuri close the door behind her and looked at the man in front of her seriously.
“yes Yuri?” he said. “take a sit”
“no I’m okay” she exhale deeply. “Mr. Jung, can I asked you something?”
“yeah sure. What’s that?” he frowned. Yuri never asked when she want to ask something to him. She was like her own daughter.
“Mr. Jung, if I asked you to kick out a girl named Park Gyuri, would you do that?”
Mr. Jung lifted his eyebrow.
“kick out? You mean dropped out? What’s wrong, Yuri? you never asked me this kind of question before”
“if I told you, please don’t get mad with Sica”
“oh… so this is because of her?”
“no no, not really. Just promised me”
“fine, I promise”
Yuri sighed before she told Mr. Jung what happen between Gyuri and Jessica. She told him all of the story, the full version of it. She groaned when she remember how hate her with that evil blonde while Mr. Jung just watched her seriously.
“so, can you please Just dropped her out? She is-“
“Yuri” Mr. Jung cut her. He loosed his tie as he leaned against the back sit. “I watched her move too if you wanna know. I trusted you, really. But, it’s not that easy”
“what? Why? You’re the owner of this University, just dropped out one girl won’t made you bankrupt”
“but why if I told you that Gyuri’s father is a cabinet minister and one of the biggest contributor in this collage?”
“what?” her voice is just a whisper now but Mr. Jung still can heard her.
“I bet you never know that but I understand. Gyuri was a little bit ashamed at her father so she never anybody to know that” he sighed. “Yuri, I hope I can do that. I swear I never wanted to see something bad happened to Jessica and Tiffany”
Yuri scoffed. “that just dropped her out, ahjussi! If you want to see Jessica and Tiffany happy together just do that. You still have a lot of contributor here!”
“but it’s not that easy. The University would be in the black list and the government can easily closed it”
“what on earth?! Jessica is your daughter!! She was happy before Gyuri started her stupid action!!” her fingers turn into a fist as she felt her whole body trembled because the mad. “don’t you love her?! Don’t you love Jessica?!”
Mr. Jung stayed silent.
“why you never care about her?! Why you always this selfish?!”
Yuri opened the door and slammed it hard until couples of eyes staring at her. She punched the wall beside her as she glare at everyone who looked at her direction.
“what are you looking at?!”
She made her way towards Taeyeon vocal class. She took a look from the class window and waved her hand when Taeyeon notice her. Yuri signed at Taeyeon to out the class with her mouth and hands with a awkward move. Luckily, the older girl understood and get out the class when the lecturer permitted her.
“please make this important” she said.
“I talked to Mr. Jung already”
Taeyeon’s eyes wide open, mouth agape. She make an “and?” question with her mouth.
“he can’t do that”
Taeyeon hands dropped hopelessly.
“why?” she asked just a whisper.
“because… Gyuri’s father is a cabinet minister and one of the biggest contributor of this University”
“wonderful. Now we can do nothing”
TBC
rate: PG-13
genre: drama
“unnie…” Yoona sighed when she watched Jessica sleeping peacefully on her single bed. She closed the door and made her way to Yuri and Taeyeon who sat on the couch, worried.
Taeyeon buried her face on her hands and sometimes ramming her head at the wooden table. Yuri closed her eyes and massaged her forehead. They are both look horrible with those look on their faces. They are too worried about their best friend relationship because they think Jessica and Tiffany are too fragile to face this alone.
Yoona sat down behind Yuri and hugged her back. Yuri leaned against her and rested her head on Yoona’s shoulder. She inhale and exhale deeply.
“I bet I can’t sleep tonight”
“me too” Taeyeon recumbent on the floor. She groaned in frustration. “what we gonna do now? just wait her until she woke up and go to the campus tomorrow like nothing had happened?”
Yuri shrugged. “don’t know. But I’m gonna make her out tomorrow” she straightened her sit and kissed Yoona’s cheek before she got up. She grabbed her cell phone. “should I call Mr. Jung?”
“oh yeah you should and told him that Park Gyuri made his daughter drunk and tried to broke her with Tiffany” Taeyeon got up. She crossed her legs.
“agree. Call him and made him kick Gyuri Unnie from our campus. She is so damn annoying”
Yuri bit her lips than nodded. She searched for Jessica’s dad number and pushed the call button but than she shut it.
“ugh!” she groaned. “I-how can I told him that? I mean… look at her” she pointed the bed room door that Jessica slept in. “her dad gonna kill her first and won’t listen her explain. Duh, the Jungs”
“Yul… baby, calm down. He’ll listen to you. He knows you for years and he knows you wouldn’t tell a lie”
“besides, Gyuri is camp it up. She misapplied the project and the group. Hell!”
She sighed. “okay… okay, I’ll call him now”
She pushed the dial button and waited to Jessica’s dad to pick her call. He didn’t pick her call. Yuri pressed the dial button again and waited for a couple of second but then sighed in depression.
“he didn’t pick up my call” she said hopelessly.
“I knew it” Taeyeon huffed. “maybe he sleep already. It’s 3 in the morning”
The three of them busy with their own thought until the dead awkward silent filled the living room of Yoona’s apartment. They shift on their sit, tried so hard to find the comfortable one though they can’t find any with their mess thought.
1 hour passed
2 hours…
3 hours…
…
The door creaked opened and Jessica stepped out from the bedroom. She rubbed her eyes and found the other 3 girls dead asleep on the floor. Yoona sleep on Yuri’s hug when the older girl rested her head on Taeyeon’s thigh. She frowned as she realized that Yuri sleep - still - with her mini black dress.
She looked down at her body. Still with her red mini dress and make-up still plastered on her face. She took a look at her reflection on the tv screen.
“what…” she whispered.
She tried to remember what she was doing last night but she can’t remember anything. All she knows that she was dragged by Gyuri to the club.
FLASHBACK
“oh come on Sica. You came here often when you was dated me” Gyuri dragged her in to the club that she usually came when she has a spare time.
Jessica rolled her eyes as she answered.
“I’m not came here anymore since I dated Fany”
Gyuri scoffed.
“we can’t do our project here. Let’s find another place”
Gyuri grabbed her hand and pulled her closer. She smiled with her angelic smiled while she caressed Jessica’s face softly. Jessica gulped, looked her groggily.
“you scared to came here now?” she bit her lips and wished to Jessica ear.
Jessica can feel her warm breath on her neck and can smell her perfume. Unexpectedly, Jessica buried her face on Gyuri hair sniff her wonderful smell. Gyuri smiled wildly.
“why would I scared?” Jessica said as she rested her hands in Gyuri’s waist.
Gyuri giggled and looked at her eyes. Her expression was all blank but adorable in the same time. She grabbed Jessica hand and led her to the couch in the end of the hallway. They sat next to each other while they waited for the rest of the group to arrive.
“drink?” Gyuri asked.
“yes please. Anything is fine”
She nodded and left Jessica sat alone. Jessica leaned against the back seat on the couch as she felt her call phone vibrated on her pocket. When she about to took it, Gyuri came with two glasses of alcohol. She gave Jessica one and sat beside her. Jessica tossed down the alcohol without take a look at it twice. Gyuri smiled even wider than before as she take a gulped her alcohol. She placed her glass on the table and stared at Jessica.
“uh… Gyuri. what is that?” Jessica asked pointed at the now empty glass.
“you favorite. Why? You don’t like it anymore?” she lifted her eyebrow.
“no… um… not that. But its taste stronger than before” she massage her forehead. “are you sure that ‘s my favorite?”
She shifted closer to Jessica and hold of her hand. Jessica looked at the blonde beside her and held on Gyuri hand as she leaned closer to her. Just and inched before their lips meet, Jessica pulled back and started at Gyuri. Drunk, her vision become blur, she felt her head would blew up anytime soon, her eyes can’t opened any longer, her brain stopped working.
She leaned against the couch as she felt Gyuri’s lips kissed her lustfully. She can’t help but kissed her back, she can’t think anything, she can’t remember anything. She closed her eyes when Gyuri kissed her neck - not because she enjoyed it, much because the pain on her head. Minutes letter she can’t see anything. All pitch black.
END FLASHBACK
‘what did I do?’ she thought when she sees so many love mark on her neck.
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Tiffany shifted for the nth time on her sit, waiting for her girlfriend to come home. This is 10 in the morning and Jessica hasn’t come home yet since last night. She started to worried, Jessica didn’t picked up her call and didn’t replied her text message. She take a look at her phone and than she looked at her watch before she glance at the front door, hope it’ll be creaked open and she can sees Jessica behind the wooden door.
She stood up and made her way to the kitchen. A cup of hot chocolate would be very great to calm her down a little bit. She heard the door creaked opened and a smile grew on her pale face - she hadn’t sleep yet for the entire night. Tiffany took a peek from the kitchen wall and saw Jessica closed the door behind her.
Jessica POV
“Jessi?”
I jumped in shocked and look at her direction. She looked so pale, I can she her eye bags and the dark circle underneath her eyes make me worried. I bet she hasn’t sleep yet. I forced her smile
“where were you last night?” she asked, walking to my direction.
“I-I um…” I gulped, sweating. “I… had to… to…”
I can’t finish my words. Hell, what am I supposed to say? I was in the club with Gyuri and drunk and when I woke up I got a tons of love marks on my neck? Or… I was dragged by Gyuri to the club, I kissed her, she brought me a drink, I’m drunk, we made up, and when I got sober I already at Yoona’s apartment? Geez! I’m a super stupid girlfriend ever!
I looked down to my toes, not dare to look at her innocent face. I made a mistake, a very big mistake though I swear I can’t remember anything that I do last night with her. Tiffany lifted my chin with her finger and looked at me with a concern stare. I felt guilty I’m not the one who deserve her love.
“are you okay? why you use a scarf?”
She looked at a blue scarf that I borrowed from Yoona to hide this damn love mark on my neck.
“not-not really”
She opened her mouth but I cut her.
“Tiff, I am… tired. not feeling so… well. I need a rest”
I walked pass her and she grabbed my wrist. I don’t turn back, I can’t see her face, just because of it I can cried my eyes out and not sure when and how I can stopped it.
“I miss you”
I froze as I closed my eyes, my heart stop beating, sweat all around my body. I want to answer it and say that I miss her too but there is something in me that stopped me to say those words. I sigh and replied it with a nodded as I made my way to the second floor.
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Author POV
Yuri knocked the door in front of her and let herself in before Mr. Jung can let her. Jessica’s dad smiled at her behind her desk when Yuri close the door behind her and looked at the man in front of her seriously.
“yes Yuri?” he said. “take a sit”
“no I’m okay” she exhale deeply. “Mr. Jung, can I asked you something?”
“yeah sure. What’s that?” he frowned. Yuri never asked when she want to ask something to him. She was like her own daughter.
“Mr. Jung, if I asked you to kick out a girl named Park Gyuri, would you do that?”
Mr. Jung lifted his eyebrow.
“kick out? You mean dropped out? What’s wrong, Yuri? you never asked me this kind of question before”
“if I told you, please don’t get mad with Sica”
“oh… so this is because of her?”
“no no, not really. Just promised me”
“fine, I promise”
Yuri sighed before she told Mr. Jung what happen between Gyuri and Jessica. She told him all of the story, the full version of it. She groaned when she remember how hate her with that evil blonde while Mr. Jung just watched her seriously.
“so, can you please Just dropped her out? She is-“
“Yuri” Mr. Jung cut her. He loosed his tie as he leaned against the back sit. “I watched her move too if you wanna know. I trusted you, really. But, it’s not that easy”
“what? Why? You’re the owner of this University, just dropped out one girl won’t made you bankrupt”
“but why if I told you that Gyuri’s father is a cabinet minister and one of the biggest contributor in this collage?”
“what?” her voice is just a whisper now but Mr. Jung still can heard her.
“I bet you never know that but I understand. Gyuri was a little bit ashamed at her father so she never anybody to know that” he sighed. “Yuri, I hope I can do that. I swear I never wanted to see something bad happened to Jessica and Tiffany”
Yuri scoffed. “that just dropped her out, ahjussi! If you want to see Jessica and Tiffany happy together just do that. You still have a lot of contributor here!”
“but it’s not that easy. The University would be in the black list and the government can easily closed it”
“what on earth?! Jessica is your daughter!! She was happy before Gyuri started her stupid action!!” her fingers turn into a fist as she felt her whole body trembled because the mad. “don’t you love her?! Don’t you love Jessica?!”
Mr. Jung stayed silent.
“why you never care about her?! Why you always this selfish?!”
Yuri opened the door and slammed it hard until couples of eyes staring at her. She punched the wall beside her as she glare at everyone who looked at her direction.
“what are you looking at?!”
She made her way towards Taeyeon vocal class. She took a look from the class window and waved her hand when Taeyeon notice her. Yuri signed at Taeyeon to out the class with her mouth and hands with a awkward move. Luckily, the older girl understood and get out the class when the lecturer permitted her.
“please make this important” she said.
“I talked to Mr. Jung already”
Taeyeon’s eyes wide open, mouth agape. She make an “and?” question with her mouth.
“he can’t do that”
Taeyeon hands dropped hopelessly.
“why?” she asked just a whisper.
“because… Gyuri’s father is a cabinet minister and one of the biggest contributor of this University”
“wonderful. Now we can do nothing”
TBC