What a strange and crazy summer. If you had told me at the begging of June that all of this would happen I would never have believed it ( Read more... )

I am thinking about getting back in touch with someone who used to mean a lot to me but who also hurt me. I have not talked to him in about two years and he was the last to get in touch ..... I think .....I sometimes wonder what has happend to him but I am not really sure he deserves my attention, any thoughts ??

Louis just e-mailed me from Vietnam …. I am deflated…… How can one person be so DAMN cute ( Read more... )

Ok “Live journal” is PMSing today. I am feeling soooooo good today it is weird. I haven’t felt this good since we broke up. I started last night nothing really happened…… I got an e-mail from my old friend and I talked to Nad and she is coming into town this weekend …. I almost feel like the minute his plan landed some HUGE weight was lifted off my ( Read more... )

Pretty rough weekend. Some people have decided, in my time of need, to kick me while I am down. My dad is being perticularaly suportive (insert sarcasm here ( Read more... )

Change is good, transition is difficult.

I feel so weird right now. I don’t know what I am supposed to think. Am I happy ? am I relived ? am I depressed ? am I …….. It is so weird to think that just last Wednesday everything was fine and normal…. I can’t even begin to imagine how much has happened since then. Everything feels different, even stuff that is not effected by the breakup. Work ( Read more... )

Ok so we did something sort of bad and now I feel guilty, but I have to start from the beginning ( Read more... )

We broke up. In the park. I thought this was what I wanted and somehow my heart is broken. I just need to make it through this weekend.

Yesterday was Canada day so everyone took today off and it is DEAD in the office today ( Read more... )