work was horendous....got called "stupid" and "an idiot who cant ever work retail" fuckers. ur the one who didnt read right....die. anyway. they asked me to stay till close...and i wanted to because i knew my parents would be really proud and its also more money. but i just couldnt. open and close. 13 hours. i coldnt. im so fucking tired. and it ( Read more... )

MMMM!!!! girl scout peanut squares are yummy ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHH!!! gotta go to work on 3 hours sleep. couldnt sleep last night if my life depended on it. for some reason...some days...i will get overwhelmed with this horrible fear. of ghosts, the dark, being alone, the unknown. well, last night i actually knew what i was afraid of. i was laying there in bed...in the basement...in the complete ( Read more... )

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One saggy boob said to the other saggy boob:
"If we don't get some support soon, people will think we're nuts."

my dad messed up with my email. its not songgoddess123...its songgoddess@comcast.net. so..no 123. thats why email hasnt been working. lol. sorry everyone.

i really need to stop talking to sarah till 3 in the morning and then having to wake up for work the next morning at a place where u have to be all happy and cheery. lol. it doesnt go. im so fucking exhuasted. no more of that. sorry baby. i jsut cant ( Read more... )

u may all laugh. but to me, this was the most beautiful, touching, and incredible conversations i have ever had with sarah. i love u baby. so much ( Read more... )

hello everyone. as weird as this may sound...i really like my job. a lot. today was the first CRAZY day....i mean. its fucking HARD ass work. but i love it. im running all over and like doing 5 thinigs at once...but it actually gives me energy instead of tires me out. and my feet still ache a lot but they will get used to it. its such good ( Read more... )

im on the phone with sarah. this girl...i cant explain. i just love her. shes incredible. and i have no problem thinking that im gonna be with her for a LONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNG time. i just miss her so much when shes gone. but...i love her. oh jeez...this isnt making sense. haha . so i guess what im just trying to say is that i love sarah and ( Read more... )