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hmmmm i seem to be writting in this thing much more often then i used to. its because i dont have much to do lately. so i guess i try to write in this just to kill alittle time ( Read more... )

ok so last night was a pretty crazy night at work. i dont think i was ever that busy and had that many sales. but it didnt show in my tips. i was getting crapped on all night by people with no tips or just really really little tips. i got out of work super late just because i had to do all of my side work after my shift since i was so busy and ( Read more... )

danny called me last night at like 1 in the morning and i was still at work but he shocked the hell out of me because he started with "hey rj i have got some bad news" and i just stopped because thats not something to expect or ever want to hear. one of his good friends (and a mutual friend of mine that he introduced) from purchase passed away in ( Read more... )

so the past couple of days have been mehhh my aunts long time boyfriend jack passed away. it was kinda unexpected. they found a tumor in him literaly on sunday and told him he had about 6-12 months left and he passed on tuesday. yesterday and today were the funeral services. since he was a detective there were so many cops and the entire time ( Read more... )

i hate to sound like a little kid but today was awsome! i called charles up after work and we went to the globe. sure enough john and peter were there. it felt like the old days. except i couldnt land anything and charles was driving. i didnt let that bother me though. i was just so happy to be out there on my board even if i couldnt do my ( Read more... )

so the ff physical finally got schedualed!!! you get three trys at it. the first two are called practices but if you pass them you get a passing score for the real test. the first is april 7th the second is the 22nd and the last shot at it is may 3rd. you have 10 minutes and 20 seconds to do it and at randalls island i have gone through the ( Read more... )

so i havnt been doing much at all lately. just work work work and work out lol. pretty boring stuff. i decided to give up skateboarding and all other sports untill after the ff physical. theres no reason i should hurt my self doing something stupid and be unable to take the test. its coming down to the wire! they tentativly (is that even a ( Read more... )

i keep saying i have all these things to do but i never do them. all i do is go to work. play my stupid 360 and go to the gym. i barely get to see my friends or veronica. and when i do see them im dead tired. haha its like my life revoloves around going to work and getting stressed out and then going to the gym to relax. with this week coming ( Read more... )

so lets see. i have officialy graduated from community college and finally got my real emt certification. im more proud of that second because i know i can do better then the first but my lack of motivation hasnt let me. this makes me feel like im gunna have to establish myself already. its alittle embaressing saying that i dont go to school ( Read more... )