I don't know how the hell I can get up before 5:30 twice a week. I don't even remember what sleeping in is like anymore. Gone are the days when I could roll out of bed, awakened by the noon sun tapping at my eyelids. By noon today, I will have gone to work, ordered around 5 to 11 year olds, played a little Connect 4, maybe a little Speed (the ( Read more... )

out of control with updates right now. Yikes! Another piece of a song:

We'll be friends again.
I'll get over you and you'll wonder,
Who I am.
And there's this burning,
Like there's always been,
I've never been so alone,
And I've never been so alive.

song that sums up my feelings right now ( Read more... )

from a long hiatus. I need a place for random thoughts and feelings and this is as good a place as any. I've been listening to Elliott Smith a lot lately. I like his style and his lyrics. I recommend him highly. Here's the lyrics to a song that I'm particularly fond of ( Read more... )

I'm sure hardly any of you are reading this anyway, but I'm giving it up. I'm over it. I'm going back to writing with a good old pen and paper. adios.

those songs, but you took them away and i don't know why.

I close my eyes and I see a freak ( Read more... )

When we met light was shed ( Read more... )

It must be something in my eyes, some question that I'm wordlessly asking. Maybe it's that people see that it isn't that I'm questioning: perhaps it's more that I'm pleading for answers. They must see that I'm looking for something; either something I lost or something I have yet to find. I walk around with an expression on my face which I think ( Read more... )

all the times i made you cry, all the days i never made you smile, all the times i forgot to tell you how beautiful you are, all the times i hurt your feelings, all the times i made you sad, all the places i never took you, all the things we never saw together, all the times i never told you what a wonderful person you are and what you mean to me ( Read more... )