nope....still want to die.

life sucks.

i hope A.J. Lucio fries in hell. stupid bastard.

slightly revised for this point in time.....

"the heart may freeze
or it can burn
the pain will ease
if i can learn
there is no future,
but there's a past
must live this moment as my last."

i hate not feeling like myself.

and i hate being worthless...and feeling like im just a horrible person overall...

so, as to avoid being "nudged" i have decided to update. my birthday was pretty cool. spent a lot of time with friends and even more time with my one and only. all in all, im very pleased with my weekend. thank you everyone who had any form of participation in my birthday extravaganza. ok. um...nothing new....HAPPY 11 MONTH ANNIVERSARY HONEY!!!... ( Read more... )

one year ago today...

my mother died.

life.........is somethng to not be taken for granted.

im scared of forever.

AARRRRG.................

whats that?

thats right bitches....

you heard it right here

my ass is going to SOUTHWESTERN!!!!!!!

thanks be to the good Lord for taht one...

1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note, but it does not have to be for me.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. And a hint to who you are.
9. After you do it for me, put it in ur LJ and see you does it for you... I will, atleast ;)