Zets, whenever you catch this...
[big block of text scribbled out too thickly to read, about two large paragraphs]
I owe you an apology. I did something to you that I really shouldn't have. I don't usually apologize to people, but my gut feels really wrong about messing with you like I did, so I'm going to try to keep this simple.
I used my innate magic to mess with your head. I made you want to kiss me. I wasn't planning on hurting you. It was a stupid stunt. I really shouldn't have done it, I'm sorry, and if you don't want to continue a friendship based on false pretenses, I'll never bother you again. However mad at me you are, however you might want to punish me, I understand that and I deserve it.
... I guess that's it.