[voice]

Nov 17, 2008 11:03

*yaaaaaaaaaaawn*

Right then......... I'm awake now.

What'd I miss?

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[ private, voice. ] laviru November 19 2008, 20:14:04 UTC
Cerceus, I need to ask you something. [ Sounds a little.. uneasy.]

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[ private, voice. ] songofthedeep November 19 2008, 20:33:00 UTC
Sure, Aki, what's up?

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[ private, voice. ] laviru November 19 2008, 21:02:44 UTC
There's something I don't understand.

You said things about me bother you, and that they had been bothering you for a while. ..But, before this whole plague business you seemed fine around me. We haven't fought for a while. And I know I fucked up then. I know.

But the thing I don't get is, if I've been bothering you for a while, why would you say that you loved me? It was just a spur of the moment, wasn't it? And if not, then.. Then, why would this suddenly be brought up? I don't get it. I thought I was doing good. I thought I was trying. I wanted to change. For you. Now, honestly, it really seems pointless.

[ Pauses-- towards the end of this, he sounds almost like he's going to cry. But when he speaks again, he's apparently calmed down..] ..Sorry. I know I'm hung up over this, and I should just shut up and get on with my life, whatever. But the thought won't go away.

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[ private, voice. ] songofthedeep November 19 2008, 21:22:22 UTC
They'd been bothering me since the beginning. I thought maybe we could both adjust a little, you know? Meet half-way. I just realized later that it wasn't working out, that it probably wasn't going to work out, and that we'd both be happier if we could be with people who didn't NEED us to change. At least, not on stuff as integral to our personalities as what you and I were trying to change.

As for telling you I loved you... it wasn't spur of the moment. You can insist on believing that if you like, I guess I can't change your mind, but I'd ALMOST said it and bit it back at the last minute at least three times before that. The reason I kept biting it back was that, while I felt it, I didn't feel right about feeling it. Like, the emotion was there, but other parts of me were rebelling against it. I thought it was just 'cause I was being immature, unwilling to commit, whatnot, but now I think I was wrong about that. I think deep down, I knew things weren't right, but the feeling was really powerful, and another part of me ( ... )

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archive_sky November 20 2008, 01:29:13 UTC
A girl said that she was lonely. Joshua introduced himself and asked for more information about the Reaper. A boy with silver hair sounded confused, and said that he would like to have that talk with Zuko. It was very cold.

...there are several unusual heat signatures in this village, but from their movements I do not believe the Reaper was among them.

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songofthedeep November 20 2008, 01:31:05 UTC
[laughter]

Right then, thanks luv. Now I'm caught up.

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archive_sky November 20 2008, 01:32:01 UTC
You're welcome, Cerceus.

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