I want a car to hit me, or a lightning bolt to strike me, or a bullet to kill me.

something.

I didn't think my day could have gotten any worse until just now.

FUCK LIFE!

I'M FUCKING BORED!!!

Seriously I hate my life.

My stupid fucking computer is broken, I will not be able to update or be on AIM until at least my house computer is set back up.

This sucks.

I'm soooo confused lately... This summer should help me fix things... Hopefully.

I just finished watching the movie Everything Is Illuminated... It was vary good.

I don't know the only thing I can think of is "bittersweet symphony".  Today was rather depressing, saying goodbye to soo many close fiends(seniors). I'm just more sad then excited that its finally over.

I guess I'm too phisically and emotionally drained to be writeing now, I'll write more later.

Tomorrows the last day of school...

melencholy and excitement...

Lifes dumb... Nothing seems to go right... soon as things begin to improve, something comes and ruins everything.

I guess I just need Improvement... I need to find Purpose... I need to lose chunk and just be happy with myself... I have to "let the good times roll"(haha)... I dont know I guess I'm just hopeing that things will get better over the ( Read more... )

I wish i could just tear myself apart, I feel like their needs to be 10 of me to handle everything thats going on right now in my life.

I need anorexia! Like it it was contageous I would soo eat someones tissue that has it right now. I hate myself the way I am.

I'm tired I'm going to  go nap...

I'll write more later.