i don't know anymore

[soniamonkey]

i don't know what the shit is going on anymore.
i think i've completely lost control of my life and every single thing that is remotely surrounding it.

it's almost 6 am, and i've come to realized that i'm a complete moron bitch ass gimp monkey stupid head package rolled in one

i need a means to start my life over.

and music isn't helping me like

Comments

[tigerfae]

I'm sorry you're feeling crappy. =( I love you and I think you are doing a great thing with your life. I'm proud of you for dedicating yourself to something you love.

However... if it isn't making you happy then maybe it's time to change something. Maybe it's time to learn to say no, get more sleep, and take care of yourself first.
Love ya!

[frostedelves]

*hugs*, nice Soniamonkey. I think you're a kind, smart and nifty person. I don't know what's going on, but follow your heart-- after getting enough sleep and some food so your heart's not confused. Very difficult to make good decisions on low blood sugar and sleep dep.

[queertheorem]

Nope. Sorry. I am gay, though.

[queertheorem]

"Nope" in response to the hotness question, o' course. Otherwise . . . sure, I'd marry you collectively with Sonia. Incest is subjective, anyway.

[queertheorem]

You can't be freaking out when you have this summer to look forward to! Dad's letting me come with you to Europe, and we're gonna have an even better time there than we did six years ago! Much love: :: .

[queertheorem]

So I'm a little post-happy because I hadn't checked my livejournal in like four weeks. Suuuuu meeee