and the truth will set you free ( Read more... )

I don't know why, I just do. A few hours later and things are just fine. Why do I worry so much. What will happen will happen and I won't let the future keep me from being happy now. Merrrrrrrry christmas to all.

relaxationnnnnnn

Bullshiiiiit. Warmer waters ever welcome. I'm tired of freezing. I will therefore ask the all important question WHY NOT ME ( Read more... )

So life could be going better. I feel at fault for a lot of things. I think I'm guilty of making everyone's life around me a good bit harder, especially people I care about, like Rachel, Amy or Ryan ( Read more... )

i can honestly say i cant remember ever waking up in a better mood. in the room across from rachels bed to find her sitting on the end gently waking me up. i dont know, it seems so many days are like a struggle to get where i want to be for the day. but i was already there ( Read more... )

Hurdles are simply hurdles. I too often think of things as walls or as gentle paths. The truth is almost nothing in life is a gentle path, nothing involving truly meaningful things anyway. There is luck, but luck as far as I'm concerned luck will only take you so far. I myself have extraordinary luck, but have seen ideas, situations or people ( Read more... )

4:20 in the morning. What a fun time to be alive. I would not recognize my life if I were looking ahead to this moment three weeks ago. I would see the fallacies in my actions, the obsession in my thoughts and the bizarre dance I do to fight for some things and simply roll over for others, because while my thoughts, situation and feelings may be ( Read more... )

Or maybe its just that shes beautiful and its that I'm just a dreamer? Either way I don't think I've ever seen a more peaceful and serene person as she is when she falls asleep. I don't know, maybe I'm weird or stupid for liking it so much ( Read more... )

Classes end once again. I hate the holidays. I don't hate the holidays themselves actually just the uncertain days around them. I'd like to make plans but I never seem to be able to keep them. There are oddities anc complications that prevent me from doing a lot of things. It seems to only be getting worse too ( Read more... )

Well here I am. Right where I want to be. Can't really focus, but I'm right where I want to be. Oddly enough anyway. Its past three in the morning and I'm where I am. I'm not in my nice warm bed though. It would be nice in its own way, but not right now. I'm with Rachel's room. Shes busy doing something and I'm over here sitting across from ( Read more... )