Todd's birthday is tomorrow...it would've more or less been 2 years for us if he hadn't broken up with me and ruined all my life's plans ( Read more... )

Everything's hanging by a thread ( Read more... )

Everything's hanging by a thread ( Read more... )

Until I stop with the destructive lifestyle and emotionally berating myself constantly...I'll never smile again ( Read more... )

I don't know. Some days are harder than others. I should hate him, and he has the right to hate me, too. He probably does. I know he doesn't read these things either ( Read more... )

can't get a good read.
Not entirely sure what to make of it
But the weekend was phenomenal and unexpected.
I'm pretty stoked.
life.
mhm.

Ok. I am going to copy off of AM and turn THIS journal into a diet diary. yeah...i don't really use this thing much anyway. Life will just be updated on myspace. whatevs. I think my goal should be about 20 pounds.
let's see how this turns out.

So like another 100 bucks later going shopping, spending money i dont have, yeah, i feel a little better. retail therapy is highly advisable in times like these ( Read more... )

i am so happy to be outside in a bathing suit today.

YAY!!!

p.s. my show opens on march 31st @ the strand theatre. swanky. GO!

So, what the hell, where have I been ( Read more... )