Wow... I just went back and looked at everything I've written in the past couple of months. I'm in some serious need of anti-depressants ( Read more... )

When I'm not working, I keep myself in a completly sedated state ( Read more... )

Hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt hurt ( Read more... )

Nobody searches ( Read more... )

I wish I was happy.

But it seems no matter what I do to move in that direction, I just keep falling back.

I guess it's my fate to be a loner.

I am so tired of you ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning ( Read more... )

Man.... stupid pills.

I left work today because I had severe nausea from some medication I've been taking.

Goddamit.

I hate the fact that I'm not part of your life anymore ( Read more... )

Ah ( Read more... )