Goddamn I've forgotten how much I love Elliott Smith. I'm crawling out of my fucking skin without my computer.
It's so impossible to just sit down and hear exactly what I want to hear. I used to have all this power at my fingertips, and now I have absolutley nothing.
Where there once was a suffering girl now lies an angry bitch.
And that's that. No more "Oh, poor me" shit. I'm just going to start punching people when they hurt me emotionally. I might get really good at punching.
It feels like I'm in the middle of an ocean during a hurricane. This way. That way. Nope, this way again. Uh-oh, going back that way.
Right now things are going for the better, but what about next week? Or even later today? I shouldn't have to worry about if the sea will remain calm for awhile.