Even if you leave no shape behind, you are my light.
...It still doesn't feel quite right.

I'm such a dirty person. I'm sure I'm dirty even when I look clean. It's so barbaric ( Read more... )

Some people are outside digging big holes in the ground and using jackhammers.
It's very disruptive.

Life is very boring.
10 days until Smash comes out.

Not worth the effort
I don't even know why I get out of bed, I'm so tired of everything
I guess I don't have anything to write

What a mess

I feel lost

I fucked up one of my toes yesterday.
I cut my hand open today.
Basically, I'm acting like a fucking idiot.

They sent me a new guitar for Rock Band.
My brother is going to be here in a few hours.

Still feel really bad.
My head hurts. I'm going to sleep.

Fucking stupid family bullshit, I hate everyone

Just sitting here drinking things ( Read more... )

...my blue light broke

What the hell is wrong with me?! Why did everything have to change? What has Lane done to me? I doubt she ever realized. I only realize it myself a little more every day. I'm a very weak person at heart, you know. There is absolutely nothing that I can do, I can't even get rid of that fucking monkey. I sleep with that Goddamn thing every night. ( Read more... )