...every now and then life begins again...

[sonneys_girl]

So here I am again after a huge hiatus from updating here.... The last few months have been pretty rough and getting through some days has been a real struggle but I don't want to really get into any of that here and now... this post I want to talk about my "truck stop rendevouz" cuz it still all feels like a dream to me

Comments

[kilverstone]

Oddly enough I know exactly how you feel, the more time you spend with him, the more you want to spend with him. I am glad he is calling you and you are talking, as long as you are talking and communicating that's what matters. I'm so glad you got to see him and just be with him, sometimes that really is the best part. It's clear that he does know you and you two connected on many levels, that he sees you as you are and isn't scared of you. It's hard trusting people and letting them in, I have more walls and barbed wire fencing around the real me than most people realize. When you let people in you are vulnerable and once you've been burned, and badly more than once, you're more inclined to just leave people on the the outside looking in. However, that being said it really does sound like you two are connected, and he's telling you things and you're able to talk, that's so good! :) I hope he does call on Valentine's Day. I have no plans, probably eating leftover Chinese takeout and watching the Olympics. I am actually okay with that.

[crizzles]

That was a sweet story :)

[anonymous]

I'm glad for you hun. I hope your Valentines went well. It's nice to hear a happier post from you.

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