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Mar 06, 2009 01:35

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You never know... Maybe there's someone who needs to know that their thoughts are being read, without anyone knowing who they are? I'll just try this.

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anonymous March 6 2009, 01:12:52 UTC
It's weird because I feel mostly over my breakup with my ex-boyfriend. It happened three months ago, but we dated for over three years. Sometimes, though, I just feel so sad. I want to feel better.

You probably know who this is, but that's okay :)

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anonymous March 6 2009, 01:22:12 UTC
Even though I am sure that some people with lisps are smart, generally when I hear them talk I cannot help but think they are stupid.

Growing up one of my childhood friends liked to play lesbian-ish games and so I used to be incredibly homophobic, even now I have a hard time not thinking it is weird, but since some people who I really respect and care for are gay I try to get over it.

Sometimes I get scared that I want a boyfriend so badly I will just date the first person I meet, sleep with them and feel obligated to marry them and then be incredibly unhappy till death do us part

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anonymous March 6 2009, 04:15:27 UTC
I have this insane urge to cry, but my tear ducts are too proud.
I have no one at school I can really talk to because I've always been the one listening, no one every wonders about me, so they don't know a lot about me.
I can't talk to my best friend because she's upset that I'm not coming home and I don't want to cry to her, I don't want to upset her any more.
I can't talk to my mother because I don't want to cry over the phone, I think it's awkward, as crying is in general.

I need an outlet, and I don't think I'll ever find one.

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anonymous March 6 2009, 04:28:47 UTC
It bothers me that I have no romantic life. I fear being an old maid and never finding a guy who will ever love me for who I am. I also fear that my adoration for fictional characters makes this difficult. Maybe I compare too much.

I want to be a mom, and I want to have a big family. I want to have my first kid by the time I'm 30. I'm getting closer to that, although I'm still far enough away to hold out hope... but it's still frustrating when every one of my friends has someone and I don't.

Is this an irrational fear?

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anonymous March 6 2009, 08:00:43 UTC
- Night is the worst for me these days. I'm so tired - I just want to sleep, and yet I find myself sitting here, or curled up in a ball on my couch, feeling so incredibly sad and lonely and small. I hate feeling like this. I hate feeling like I'm unlovable, that I can't trust anyone.

- I let people walk all over me. I know what they're doing and I can't seem to find a voice to make them stop. I'm so afraid of hurting people or having them be angry with me that how I feel becomes unimportant.

- When I was little, I used to pretend my bed could fly. I would lie there with my eyes closed and pretend I was soaring above the clouds in my bed. I never went anywhere special or did anything. I just flew, tucked in under my warm covers. Sometimes, i still do that.

- Your layout never fails to make me smile. :]

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