i like to be with you ( Read more... )

i hate liking him. I really hate it he's not even attractivwe but god he smells good and godd. he takes care of his brother and that is attractive for some reason.

smokin some shake ( Read more... )

so i figere. i will never have anyone. even ghe losremporant and guys at work donb't wawnt me. i've compromised too mcuhc. i didn't se what was important and now i've compromised too much and even the loser at work doesn;t wan t me. i dont't knwowhat to do to fix ,. myslef. i ndob't understa d what's wrong with me. whyu i won't let anyone love me ( Read more... )

Why can't you just have a drunken hook up with no strings. Don't say "I love you". No no no. AAAAAARRRRG!!!

so i work with a guy. we've um...hung out. a couple times. i like him. he's very cool. very well dressed. smells yummuy. tall. freakin hilarious. i meet him here in sac and,...guyess what. he's moving. to ... NAPA!!! What the heck man. what the heck.

Today is the first day in a week that I've been to class. It's really hard to focus on my future when I can't get past the now. I'll never graduate ( Read more... )

It's hard to determine who's honest these days. I'm constantly learning about manipulation by the media, by the consumer market, by the government.People are given facts in the news and often times it's false information. Information is regulated. You can only see and hear certain things on the news. People that have a lot invested in certain ( Read more... )

One good thing about being a stoner. You sleep really really well. I'm feeling especially refreshed for a Monday for some reason. Nothing too exciting going on lately. I've been playing asshole a bit. I'm not very good at that game and I don't think I'm getting any better. I went to a hooka bar with Amanda and Katie last week, that was pretty cool ( Read more... )

Day 4 of my alarm going off at 8:15 or earlier and I think I'm finally getting the hang of it. That could be because I took like a 2 hour nap yesterday and then went to bed at around 11, but yeah, tis not too bad ( Read more... )