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[sonofsam13999]

All the optimism I had now escapes me. I wonder what people think about me, what my family thinks about me, what my acquaintances think about me. Despite all my effort, all my progress, ultimately... I am left alone. All I ever wanted was to fit in, to feel wanted/needed. Most of my life has been spent seeking a sense of belonging. I feel I don't

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[mibrast]

When I get angry, it gives me focus too... I feel rational and like I'm thinking right, and that I'm somehow tapping in to something that's "real" inside, if that makes sense. It's so damn unhealthy. It breeds negativity in everything... I started to resent people, hate my family, hate myself... it's no good