At least I voted for this governor, but fucking hell

Apr 14, 2005 02:35


The Good: Janet Napolitano vetoed a bill that would allow pharmacists to deny birth control pills to patients if the prescriptions went against their beliefs. Go team blue! After suffering through some lame-ass e-file company months ago to calculate I owed $150 in taxes, and suffering the shitty, shitty, shitty online service H&R Block provides for Mac users, I utilized TurboTax online and found out I was getting a $150 return from the Feds, but I still owed $150 to the State. At least I break even.

The Bad: I didn't get much else accomplished today. I take that back...I ran 2 miles and shot off emails to potential singers and talents...then some shit went down with my cowriter and our Wed. night session was cancelled and I missed out on yet another Speak Up at Counter Culture. The A/C seems to have broken today as well, but after switching air filters it seemed to blow cooler air again, but by then the sun was down and it was already pleasant outside. Will determine status tomorrow. I can already feel my body chemistry changing to the annual summertime shutdown, a dreadfully massive decrease in energy. I've been sleeping a whole hell of a lot lately, even though I'm working out every day and running like Hermes until my socks are soaked in blood. All indications of seasonal depression are there...loss of interest in everything, antisocial behavior, and complete and utter antipathy. I guess this is better than where I was a couple weeks ago, swinging back and forth between manic and suicidal. Still, I feel like I have to force myself into social situations, and lately I haven't been much of a conversationalist in any setting.

And hey, aside from the beer I had last night, I haven't had a sip of alcohol or even a cigarette since that night after the breakup. I've never worried or considered myself an addictive personality, but maybe I'm just addicted to Love?

Shut up Robert Palmer.

I have a lot of projects gestating in my head right now, but fuck if I'm too distracted in this house to get anything accomplished. And after breaking down my entire recording studio for the sake of rigging a live sound setup, I'm too lazy to set it all back up in my bedroom to record more ideas. So I decided to whine about it on LJ instead. More drawing and painting in store for Thursday. I need to get back in the game.

-Go Me, Ra Ra Ra
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