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sonotemo12

Entry 15...

Jun 06, 2007 23:28

I have come to a place where I can not only be honest with other people, but I can be honest with myself: I'M FUCKING ANGRY. And you know what? I have every right to be pissed off and upset. No one, including myself, can hold it against me, for anger is the best motivater. Maybe something good will finally come out of these extreme emotions.

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spencoid June 7 2007, 14:05:02 UTC

"I read with each broken heart we should become, more adventurous"

Just don't let the past ever keep you from doing something amazing in the future, okay?
Learn from things, but don't let those things become you.
People arn't their problems.

sonotemo12 June 9 2007, 18:55:42 UTC

mmm not letting them become you is the hardest part. When I'm forcing optimism I just assume that eventually it will get better.

trasssssshhhhyy June 7 2007, 16:10:48 UTC

yeah, putting yourself out there and trying for relationships and stuff is scary and might end up bad, but you can guarentee playing it "safe" won't make you fully happy in the long run. I wuv oo buttercakes, and now that you have the internet you can send me pictures!!! :DDDDDddddd EGOMANIA

sonotemo12 June 9 2007, 18:56:21 UTC

love you tooooooooooo ill get to the pictures lol

kayla_malfoy June 7 2007, 23:10:48 UTC

i've kind of pushed back into that no-romance zone.
i think it's a better place to be in until eveything gets under control again.

i wish there was something comforting i could say. i'm definitley trying to leave that whole phase, i kind of tricked myself into numbness but things seep out every now and then. i hope your appointment goes well.
don't compromise, and there is no need to apologize for your emotions. i think parents should have to apologize for not understanding...

do you like placebo? it's really good music to listen to when the shit never stops dropping. i can upload some albums for you if you'd like.

sonotemo12 June 9 2007, 18:57:31 UTC

Thank you dolly. I would love it if you uploaded some albums, I'm always interested in new remedies :)

kayla_malfoy June 10 2007, 06:18:19 UTC

so i ended up stealing some tags since these were already uploaded. the albums are super different. depending on which one you listen to they could be a completely different band. each one is remniscent of one of those horrible phases, and my "favorite" album always changes depending on my mood. they're up on sendspace, which is sometimes a bitch because it takes a while, but it's safe and secure.

first album: Placebo: Placebo. http://www.sendspace.com/file/jiqmc7
1996. it's the most raw and imature, kind of teenage but never cliche, and prettymuch amazing. come home (1st track) is THE favorite.

second album: Without You I'm Nothing. http://www.sendspace.com/file/x6d0e9 1998. anixiety and anger? it's kind of manic depressive- the songs have a long jump from brick shithouse to the my sweet prince. don't know how to describe it, but it's bitch-sweet. you don't care about us and brick shithouse ( ... )