Stop asking if I'm okay. I understand that your concerned, but I'm trying just as hard as you are to believe that I'm fine ( Read more... )

I got accepted into Syracuse University! HOLY SHIT!! holy shit holy shit ( Read more... )

Alex is in the hospital. He got hit by a truck last night ( Read more... )

im so tired. all the time. its all i talk about. being tired and being stressed, and not having enough time to do anything because Im always sleeping ( Read more... )

New York is the most amazing place I have EVER been. I want to spend the rest of my life here. even if the rest of life is the next 3 days, I would die a content person if I died here ( Read more... )

The stress is creating a steel shield around my stomach and its shrinking, causing my stomach to attempt to shoot up and out through my throat.

Fight or Flight? Seems like my stomach and every part of my body is trying to run from danger, escape...But my mind is willing it to stay, for now. I'm not sure how much longer I can last like this...The ( Read more... )

to all the people who said they know I cant make it through to the other side. YOUR FUCKING RIGHT. happy? kuz Im not.

digi photo sucks. I have some real friends these days, and I love them very much ( Read more... )

i never thought id be that kid that eats lunch alone...but i am. good for me.

i am unhappy. and i have people more than willing to fix it for me. but i cant let them. no matter how much i want to let them, something is stopping me. and i hate that something with a mother fucking passion.

what the fuck. why cant i just let myself fall into blissfulness...why cant it just happen for me? why do i have struggle so?