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[sonotyourmom]

Thanks again, Cybil, for taking care of me.

It's weird, but lately I've been in a really good mood. ...Almost like when I first came and found him. Maybe it's because I reread that conversation we had.

Sometimes I feel... grateful to this place. ...But if I end up getting sent home, I'll just miss him even more.

I'll keep the notebook close. If

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[quirky_sitar]

I know what you mean, about...being grateful to this place.

Gives us a new chance, huh?

[sonotyourmom]

...
Ugh. They so did this on purpose.

[quirky_sitar]

Did what on purpose?

[sonotyourmom]

They made it so we don't want to leave. Even if we have lives at home. I was just starting to live on my own, but Dad's here, and... and they're giving some people hearts, or something. And loved ones that would otherwise never be seen again.

We're just... willing prisoners now.

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[staticnotsound]

One of the things I can tolerate about this place is...

That I've gotten to see you again.

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[sonotyourmom]

Yeah... that's what I was thinking. But we've both seen people suddenly lose their friends and family when they just... disappear from this place. If that happens to us... I'll just... miss you more.

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[staticnotsound]

I know what you mean.

...I know I tried to push you away, but... that was because I thought I was doing the right thing. Not because I wouldn't have missed you.

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[sonotyourmom]

...I know that now.

You're kind of an idiot, you know that?

[formyfather]

Grateful? Hmmm, yes, that is one way to feel about it.

[sonotyourmom]

The only way they'll let me feel about it.

I'm in your journal, reading your convos with Demyx

[sandpaperbreath]

Is that how it works here? They toss you in then add a few old friends to shut you up for a while? So you smile and accept all the Yakkow-shit being shoved down your throat? How damned thoughtful.

People are being sent back, though? Some have been?

[sonotyourmom]

That's how I see it, anyway. I was just starting to live my own life, and now I'm here and... there are people here I wouldn't have back at home. It makes me want to stay. I hate it.

We can only guess that it's "back" they're being taken to. It's not like we're getting straight answers or anything.

[sandpaperbreath]

You know if it's like that for anyone else? Just wanna know if I should be expecting some familiar faces that have some more important things to do then visit right now, is all.

So for all we know, they've just been dumped to the wayside. Great.

Gotta love the management.

[sonotyourmom]

It seems like it. Not everyone's getting people that they know to join them, though.

Yeah, really.