Champagne was sipped as the clock struck midnight. 2008. A new beginning. A chance to abruptly decide that you want/need to change something in your life. A hopeful occurance that allows you to look positively on your future.

The bubbles died, and sleep was needed. Six hours later, I was up and ready to drive. I drove Heather home, just in time for ( Read more... )

Today was one of those days. The day after the streak of abnormally busy, no time to just take a step back and relax days. Its that day after that catches up with you, sending you backwards into a brick wall, as if you were just punched in the stomach by someone far greater in size than yourself. This kind of day is the one where you want to just ( Read more... )

Talking to you still has a way of making me cringe, smile, and cry all at the same time.
I wonder if your ways will ever cese to do that to me.

That cookie break was all but satisfactory and relaxing.
Back to ten page research papers....

 So tonight I sat at my desk, pouring over practice chemistry exams in preparation for my test early tomorrow morning. First question, simple. got it. second question. second question.... oh that second question. looking over the rest of my practice test, all I could do was sit, staring at the formulas, and questions and pKa values and cry. I spent ( Read more... )

The weekend home felt strangly normal. It was not like the other times I drove back. This time seeing people happened more than once, we sat on the crowded bleachers in the PA gym to watch a basketball game, seeing all the familiar faces of our pre college years. We didnt know all of the people playing, but that was just a friendly reminder, ( Read more... )

Where are we? What the hell is going on?

Thank you Imogen Heap.

As Starbucks would quote:

The way I see it...

I chose the right school.  The atmosphere here is one that anyone would see me in. Studious during the week, but letting loose on the weekends. Classic college buildings, beautiful campus. Academically though, sometimes I wonder. Yes I know it ( Read more... )

To express the feelings that currently flooded her whole body would be impossible. They came as waves hitting the shore, some larger than others, all with their own unique form. She walked in a daze, in an attempt to let everything flood out of her before she reached those she knew. This was her favorite walk. The walk after her last class of the ( Read more... )

I finally found my way back to live journal, to update myself on everyones thoughts. Not many wrote while I was gone, and this I was semi glad for... its 2 am and i should probably work on that whole time adjustment thing ( Read more... )

Today was extra amazing. And yet, I didnt do much at all ( Read more... )

I love when life hands you a lesson, and you actually take something away from it. One more thing of wisdom and experience to put in your pocket. I think that this summer has truely been a growth spurt of the mind, personality, and self discovery. Experimentation took over in the search for all of this. And it worked. I recieved different answers ( Read more... )