She is still dead

[soocase]

Today I am eating oats for breakfast.

It feels like the first step to normality, and I need to take it, today of all days. It tastes grainy. Today I have no passion for food. Yesterday was different.  I ate a carrot muffin, two samoosas, three mini sausages, a small pastry with mince in it and a glass of Oros.   I might have had a few meatballs too

Comments

[fluffydescent]

This may not mean much from a complete stranger, but id do offer you big warm hugs.

[andy37ds]

I don't quite understand your post. It sounds like your mother was killed. I didn't know. Please accept my most sincere condolences. I know we are strangers but that doesn't stop you, if there is anything that I can do, please ask.

No need to reply, be stong and may God bless and keep you.

[demoralyzer]

Write as much as you want. This is such a complete shock, just shocking.