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[sooletsdance]

this is just getting ridiculous. everything is falling apart....better yet, everyone. i'm going to figure it out this time. i'm going to get my shit together. i'm going to take some time for myself. i'm tired of this "scene". i'm tired of "making fun" of people at shows when everyone knows that everyone was like that at one point. i'm tired of

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[anonymous]

i'll believe it when i see it.
Forgive my lack of confidence..
But i've seen you submit in many other endevors..

[austeresilence]

welcome to realizing youve been an idiot.

ive been there. although my veil was lifted a couple of years ago.

[sooletsdance]

no, i wasn't an idiot. if i thought that, then i would think that all these years were a waste and they weren't. this so called "scene" used to be good. it used to be fun and it didn't use to be everyone looked the same. none of the bands sucked and no one wanted to fuck any of them.

i blame it all on myspace.

[austeresilence]

sorry doll, but scenes everywhere, since the eighties have been nothing but everyone looking the same and people wanting to bone members of shitty bands.

i would blame motley crue.

[sooletsdance]

hahaha, nah. guns n roses wouldn't you think?

[xxfinchxx]

hey, girl. i am doing well. i hope everything works out! and to see you in nj soon1

cornelius

[anonymous]

these entries are getting deeper and deeper, and i can honestly say that you take the words right out of my mouth because i feel the exact same way about everything you write..and we couldnt be more alike... fortunately, i have found a few ways that have succeeded in helping me deal with this stuff... please if you do start talking to people again, talk to me i would really like to see if i could help and i hope you know that i love you

[yellowisgold]

I think it's funny that you say the "so-called scene."

There's always a 'scene' with different characteristics. Individuality solely in appearance is nearly impossible. Music grows, becomes popular and other people start to like it.

What else is there to do but deal with it? That's life, love. You've just now come to realize that it's silly to be a part of a non-conformist conformist movement. So right on.