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[sooletsdance]

this is just getting ridiculous. everything is falling apart....better yet, everyone. i'm going to figure it out this time. i'm going to get my shit together. i'm going to take some time for myself. i'm tired of this "scene". i'm tired of "making fun" of people at shows when everyone knows that everyone was like that at one point. i'm tired of

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[riku_senpai]

Scene, it's always been this way. It just took you until now to see it for yourself. You've seen me in tears because of the effects genres and scenes have on society. Ostracising those that arnt a part of it. I have realized in these last couple days of shutting myself off to the world, that there are are only so many positions one can take, almost like positions of the sun and earth, and it just keeps going round and round, full circle. Day, fully exposed, fully a part of the scene around you, Night, fully hidden, shut off, a part of nothing. Dawn & Twilight, the balance between, allowing yourself to be a part of the ebb and flow of things, walking the balance between. I know it all sounds a bit more in depth than it really is, but, *shrug*. I hope amongs other things, you at times see me like an advisor of sorts... More and more, i think you realize things i've said in the past to be true. But more and more, i realize that i've never known what the hell i've been talking about. One day im going to come to you with questions, lets