why do I do this to myself

[sophiasmoke]

I will never be loved. No one will ever love me. I am going to be alone forever. I hate what I have become. I have given everything for him and he doesn't love me. I want to die so bad. I just wish something really bad would happen to me so I don't have to feel like this anymore.

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i love you so much...

[nynikki]

that it hurts my heart that you are so far away.

i wish we were closer. i miss you so so much more than mostly.