So 5am monday morning I am woken up from a sound sleep with the most unbearable cramps ever. I'm thinking, "here we go... another false alarm." After an hour and a half of nothing changing I busted out the stop watch and started timing my "cramps." They weren't cramps, they were full on contractions. I called my sister, it's 7am and was freaking ( Read more... )

my feelings are reciprocated. I'm doing backflips.... alright, i'm not necessarily... but there ARE backflips going on. We just had the "how do you really feel" talk and he said the most AMAZING things to me. I'm so excited. Can I not be pregnant anymore please? PLEASE?!?! thanks

I'm so.... *sigh* how do I put it.... "in love"? and it scares me. It's in quotes cuz it's not really love, but it really feels like it, but how else do I get my point across? I'm so afraid of being burned, but it feels so good. SO GOOD! I don't think it's possible to be any happier than I am right now. I don't think I could ever tell him, he'd ( Read more... )

So I had this riDONculous dream last night. I was at Todd's house but his balcony thing was made of wood instead of having metal handrailing. Kris was there and Todd went to shower and she started her shit with me. I wasn't pregnant anymore. So I fucking decked her and kinda went to town. She got me a few times cuz she's a fucking toothpick and ( Read more... )

I fucking hate boys. I hate boys that can't seem to make up their minds but have no problem whatsoever stringing you along. Yeah, I'm fucking talking about you. All of you too!

Are you fucking kidding me? Did you seriously think that I would be ok with the fact that you never really meant anything you said? You make me think that you like me and oh man, did I really like you, and then come to find out... you didn't want anything with me because you were also "talking" to someone else. I really really fucking liked you. I ( Read more... )

If I should ever call you gorgeous..... it's a sheer sign that I like you soooo much. You know how guys go the extra mile or whatever to tell a girl how pretty she is and shit... I do that. I do that to boys. Of course, I don't tell them they are pretty but I definitely am one of those complimenting people. Anyway... Casey just left. He and his ( Read more... )

you know.... I'm really not trying to brag at all, but I'd be the best girlfriend ever. If I could show you... I would. I wish. I'd have a lot of fun trying too. Oh well right? That's what happens ( Read more... )

You know my surveys that I do on myspace... well I did one yesterday and one of the questions was "do you know what a TOBLERONE is?" and I answered "wanna show me?" to be stupid and I got all these fucking emails telling me what it is. I fucking know what it is. I've seen that Friends episode that was all about it. Plus I've had it before. I was ( Read more... )

I went out to dinner with Nikki, Rizzo, Harry Pyle (i don't know why I think of that when I think of him) and some other dude.... that I guess Rizz is dating. On the way to the restaurant I ran the "i'm crazy about this boy but I'm a total idiot" scenario past her. She laughed at me and gave me her thoughts on the whole thing. I'm a bonehead. I'm ( Read more... )